Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and I'll always see it as the most terrible tragedy how it was causing all this harm suffering and cruelty as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always see it as the most torturous, terrible abomination to suffer in this existence, all that existence does is just cause pain and suffering.

I'll always see it as such a cruel, dreadful mistake to suffer in this existence that there was never a need for, I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace from, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only the peace of eternal sleep can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and terrible, I just want some peace from this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I just want to be free from the torture of existing, the peace of eternal sleep solves everything for me as if I don't exist I cannot suffer, non-existence is just all I see as ideal in this existence so terrible and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always and only hope for non-existence.
I truly will always and only hope for non-existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what than be burdened with this cruel, torturous existence that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering.

To suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible abomination to me no matter what, I just hope to be gone, I just wish for peace from this terrible, dreadful existence that I just never would wish for, some peace is all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is just so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and terrible, I just hope to be gone, I just wish for peace from this cruel, futile existence of unnecessary suffering, in this existence of cruelty and suffering non-existence really is all I could see as positive and desirable, all I want is to be gone.