Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so torturous to me.
I truly will just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel and dreadful existence rather I just want some peace, for me every second is torture to be conscious.

I'll always see existence as the most dreadful, cruel abomination that just causes harm and suffering, existence to me is just always the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and bring me true peace from, I just hope for no more suffering, I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as the most dreadful mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist would be suffering prevention for me.
It truly would be suffering prevention for me in this existence so terrible, cruel and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and no matter what I'll always prefer to prevent all future suffering through ceasing to exist than be tortured in this dreadful existence.

To me existence really is always the problem and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable, I'll just always see it as an abomination, all I want is for non-existence to save me from and prevent all future suffering and torture for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what all I could ever see existing as is just waiting to die, it's just futile unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence where I suffer so unnecessarily that is just waiting to die but of course I wish I never suffered more than anything, I see it as the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I truly will always see it as an abomination to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem, it's one so terrible and torturous that only ever harms existing beings and causes them to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this torturous, terrible existence.

 

[absolute failure]

Always seeing it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I truly will always see it as an abomination to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem, it's one so terrible and torturous that only ever harms existing beings and causes them to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this torturous, terrible existence.

Funeral Cry, you need a hug. I am sorry for how you feel, i relate

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is the most terrible, dreadful unnecessary harm that just tortures existing beings and causes them to suffer so unnecessarily with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want peace from this torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering, to me existence truly is always the most terrible mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I wish to just erase this existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, harmful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.
It truly is the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous, dreadful existence I just always saw as a cruel mistake.

I just wish to erase this painful, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering, I just want some peace from the suffering of existing, it's just so horrible to me how humans cause all this unnecessary harm and suffering by so tragically imposing this existence, to me existence will always be the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering and torture of existing is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, existence to me is the most terrible torturous abomination with existing beings tortured every second, it truly is so horrific, all that existence has ever done is cause harm and suffering.

To me existence is just the most terrible mistake that only ever tortures existing beings, there is just so much evil in existing, it's all so cruel, I see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy and for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution to escape from the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing, I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence that only ever causes endless pain and endless suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just always preferable for me.
It truly is just always preferable for me than suffering in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just wish to erase this dreadful, futile existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

To suffer in this terrible, torturous existence truly is an abomination to me and I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, all that existence ever does is just cause pain and suffering, the suffering of this cruel existence truly is endless, I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten is all I've hoped for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, torturous and dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

To suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, I wish to erase this existence, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of the terrible mistake of existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, painful and deeply undesirable existence that just tortures existing beings and just causes endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering.

To me existence really is always an abomination and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, the torture, agony and suffering of existing truly is endless, it's all just so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just always feels like the problem to me.
It truly does just feel like the problem to me that just tortures existing beings and all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

I just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, dreadful existence that I just never would had chosen that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in this existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just wish for peace from the abomination of existence, I'll always see existence as the problem that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be relieved to never suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence ever again.
I truly would only be relieved, all I want is some peace from the torturous, dreadful and cruel existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

I just want to erase this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, tragic and cruel mistake, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive, ceasing to exist is the positive solution for me find peace from the evil of existence that has only ever tortured existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to me that just causes all this dreadful harm and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence where all is forgotten.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and terrible that I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is some peace from this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless suffering.
It truly does just cause endless pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

I just wish to erase this existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and all that existence does is just cause endless suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is just so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured every second and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me.

I'd never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence, to me existence is just so evil, all it does is cause all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, for me non-existence is just the only relief from suffering in this terrible, dreadful existence that only ever causes so much pain, suffering and torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting peace from this existence or torturous suffering.
No matter what some peace from this existence of torturous suffering truly is all I could ever hope for, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is peace.

I'll only be at peace in non-existence where I'm finally free from this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings and the pain and suffering of existing is endless. It's all just so cruel and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing, I just hope and wish to be permanently at peace from this torturous existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, existing will always be so torturous to me, every second is torture to be conscious,

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel and torturous.
It truly is so cruel and torturous and there's just so much cruelty in this terrible, tortuous existence, no matter what all I could ever hope for is peace from it all, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

To suffer in this existence will always just be a terrible mistake to me, I'll always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just tortures and harms existing beings, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful that just causes endless amounts of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as such a terrible mistake.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the most terrible mistake, I just want peace from it, I just want to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence.

I just wish I could erase this dreadful existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all that existence does is just cause pain, suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll always see it as such a terrible mistake to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
No matter what all I could ever wish and hope for is to erase this torturous, futile existence, I just want peace from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence and I'll always see existence as the problem, it's one that just causes all this dreadful cruelty, torture and suffering and the pain and suffering of existing is endless.

It's just all so dreadful to me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, terrible and torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering, all I've ever hoped for is to erase this existence, I just wish for no more suffering, I just want to erase this existence of torturous, futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what non-existence really is all I could ever hope for, I'd just never wish for this torturous existence of dreadful, futile suffering rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be free from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence.

In this existence that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence of futile, unnecessary suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to erase this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence, no matter what I'll always find it so torturous and dreadful to suffer in this existence, for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution.