Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful and torturous to me.
I truly will always see it as so dreadful and torturous to suffer in this painful, evil existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence I just always saw as a mistake that just harms and tortures existing beings and the suffering and cruelty of this existence is endless. It's just all so evil, there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll always see it as the most cruel, devastating tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this dreadful suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible suffering in this torturous existence.
There truly is so much terrible, dreadful suffering in this torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope for true permanent peace from it all, I just want to never suffer ever again and the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing is endless with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all that existence does is just torture existing beings.

I just hope to be permanently free from the terrible abomination of existence, only non-existence can bring me any relief from the terrible, dreadful suffering of existing where every second existing beings are tortured in agony.

 

[FuneralCry]

All that existence has ever done is harm and torture existing beings.
It truly has only ever harmed and tortured existing beings causing them to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible and dreadful mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want to be free from the evil, suffering, torture and cruelty of this existence I just always saw as the problem, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace and relief I search for from the abomination of existence that just causes and brings endless amounts of pain, suffering and harm, I'll always see existence as a terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

This dreadful, cruel existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence.

It's just all so cruel to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence that I just always saw as a mistake, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, this existence really is so evil, dreadful and harmful and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how unbearable the torture can get and every second is torturous to exist, all I want is the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me.