Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll just always see this existence as only suffering, I just want some peace from it all, I just want to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just never wish to suffer in this existence, I just want peace from this cruel, torturous existence that to me is just waiting for death.

I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I truly will just hope to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want peace from all suffering and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, only non-existence can bring me relief from this existence so terrible and cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as positive.
No matter what I could only ever see non-existence as positive and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, all I hope for is to be permanently unconscious incapable of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

It's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[kuroshimi]

Can relate in some way. Feeling I am in the wrong place and wish I had never been born.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never suffer again.
I truly could only hope to never suffer again and I'd just never wish to be burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace, I wish to erase this existence as all I want is to not exist.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want to be gone, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to not exist.
No matter what non-existence really is all I could ever hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, painful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace.

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all that's desirable for me.
It truly is all I see as desirable and I'd just never wish for this existence so cruel and dreadful rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so torturous that I just always saw as such a terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and I just wish I never existed more than anything, I just hope to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really is so cruel.
It truly is so cruel and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never wake again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just hope and wish for non-existence, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I just hope and wish for peace from this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, cruel existence, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of this painful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this torturous existence and I wish I never had to exist, all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I wish I never had to suffer and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the mistake of existence.
I really would never wish for the mistake of existence and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake, it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable and I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I'll just always see this torturous existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence, it's just all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just hope and wish for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I always wish this existence was never imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence itself is just always the true problem to me.
No matter what it'll always be the true problem and I'd never wish to suffer in this dreadful, futile and cruel existence that I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, all I want is to be gone.

All I could ever see as desirable is permanent peace and relief from suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this cruel, painful existence that I never would had chosen, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for, I just hope to be permanently unconscious with all gone and forgotten about.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I never would had chosen, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed, I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just hope to be gone and never suffer again.

I'll just always see existing as just being suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's suffering only non-existence can take away and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as a cruel mistake, all I want is peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in this torturous, futile existence and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is some peace, I just hope to be gone.

I'll only be at peace in non-existence where all is forgotten and this cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake is finally no longer my problem, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, futile existence as only suffering, I just want to be gone from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this existence so cruel and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything.

I just always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to never suffer again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me peace from the painful burden of existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for peace from all pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it painful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so painful to exist and I'd just never wish for this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for true peace.
No matter what true peace is just all I could hope for, I'd never wish to suffer in this futile, cruel, dreadful and torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing, I just hope for peace, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want some peace from it all, all I could ever hope for is to never suffer again, I just want non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes and brings so much suffering.
It truly does just cause so much suffering and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this painful, cruel existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish for peace from the dreadful, cruel and torturous burden of existing.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist, all I want is to be at peace from all the suffering, I'd never want to exist and I just always suffer from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what non-existence truly is all I could hope for and I see it as the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace from the pain of existing, I'll just always prefer to not exist, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is no more suffering and I'll always see this cruel, torturous existence as being only suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, only in non-existence will I be safe and free from all pain and suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
I truly will always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering, all I want is peace and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where there is no more pain and no more suffering and this harmful, dreadful existence is gone and forgotten.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, it's all just so dreadful and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always find it so dreadful to exist.
I truly do always find it so dreadful to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from all suffering and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where this dreadful torturous existence I always saw as a mistake is forgotten.

For me existence itself is the problem and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just hope to be free from this dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I'd never wish for this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is all I see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, dreadful existence rather all I want is peace, I wish for no more suffering, I just want to never suffer again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel that just causes harm and suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence, I just want to be gone, I wish I could erase this existence so finally I can never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for true peace.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is true peace, I just wish to be free from all the suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just wish to erase this torturous existence so it's like I never suffered and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this painful existence.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existence as the problem, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what to be gone really is all I could hope and wish for, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never existed more than anything, all I want is some peace, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence with no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want some peace from it all, I just want to never exist ever again,

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only wishing to not exist.
No matter what non-existence really is all I could hope for, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, cruel existence as only suffering, I just want to be gone from it all, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel and torturous, I just want some peace, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as a burden to exist.
No matter what I really will always see it as a burden to exist and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, all I hope for is to be gone.

I wish for no more suffering and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I wish for peace from this existence so cruel and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.