Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

I just never would had chosen any of this.
I truly never would had chosen any of this and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, I'd just never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this existence so cruel that I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I could see as desirable, I just want to be free from this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this cruel, futile existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this cruel, futile existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want all to be gone for me.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me mon-existence is just all that's desirable, I just want peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous, I just want some peace, I just want to be gone, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist no matter what and for me non-existence is just the only relief from the suffering of existing, as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I really will just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm to me that just causes so much pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want peace from this harmful existence, I just want all to be gone for me, I'm always so tired of suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is peace, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from the abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
It truly is so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel torturous existence rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist, I just want to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful and painful that I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting all to be gone and forgotten for me.
No matter what I really could only hope for all to be forgotten for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence, all I want is to be gone from it all.

I just hope for no more suffering, I just want non-existence, I'll always prefer to be gone than suffer in this existence that just causes so much pain and problems there were never a need for and I'll just always find it so painful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing this existence was never imposed.
I truly do always wish this existence was never imposed and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace, I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful I just always saw as a mistake.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering but only never suffering at all is true perfection to me, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous, futile existence as only suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
I'll just always find it so torturous to exist and I always wish I never suffered in this cruel existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to bring me peace from this existence so futile and I suffer simply from existing.

I just want to be free from this torturous existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all that's desirable for me.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this torturous existence of endless suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

I just wish for peace from this torturous, cruel existence, all I hope for is non-existence where all is gone and forgotten about, I'll always prefer to not exist no matter what than be burdened with this futile existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

Only in non-existence will I be free from and safe from all suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me really is just suffering.
It truly is just suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just want all to be gone for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

I just want to be gone, I just want peace from it all and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and dreadful, non-existence for me is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I've wished for.
It truly is all I've wished for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence I never would had chosen, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish to exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I'd never wish for this existence that just causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence itself is always the true problem to me.
It truly is always the true problem to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, I just want peace from the dreadful, cruel abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just want to never exist again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so painful and cruel that just causes endless amounts of pain and suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish to erase this existence.
I truly do just hope and wish to erase this existence, I just want it to be like I never suffered at all and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so terrible and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want peace from it all, only non-existence could ever be positive for me where this dreadful existence is all gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me and I always and only hope and wish for peace from the suffering of existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how peaceful, guaranteed death is denied for me.
I truly do always suffer so much from how peaceful death is denied for me, I just see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a painless, guaranteed death with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what instead.

It really is so cruel and terrible and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I always suffer from being trapped in this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this suffering.
I truly will never wish for any of this suffering and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence, all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous.

I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, all I want is to be gone, I just wish to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish to exist, I just want to be gone, I'm just always so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be just suffering all for the sake of it.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace from it all, I'd just never wish for this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I suffer simply from existing, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just hope and wish to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this cruel existence.

I just want peace from it all, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with tis dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from all suffering.
I truly will only be at peace from this harmful, dreadful existence once I'm permanently unconscious as after all if I'm gone then nothing can concern me, only in non-existence will there be no more pain and no more suffering which is why it's all I see it as desirable.

I just want to never exist again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and cruel that I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, all I've ever hoped for is peace from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just hope to be gone, I just wish to be permanently free from all pain and suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace from all the pain and suffering, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so undesirable to exist, for me only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable, all I want is to never suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake ever again and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful and terrible and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so cruel and undesirable that I just never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just always preferable for me.
It truly is always preferable for me than the dreadful unnecessary suffering of existing and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel existence rather all I hope for is peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this, I just wish for peace from this deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake, I'll always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so dreadful to me.
It truly will always be so dreadful to me and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this deeply undesirable, cruel and painful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, it's just all I see as desirable and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake causing all this suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel existence rather all I want is peace, I just wish to be free from this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish to suffer rather all I want is to be gone, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one that just causes endless amounts of suffering until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering all for the sake of it.
This dreadful, torturous existence really just caused and brings suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want peace from it all and for me non-existence is just the only peace, existing to me is just waiting for death which is why all I want is to be gone, existence is just always the problem to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only eternal sleep could ever be desirable for me.
It truly is all I see as desirable and I'll just always prefer the peace of eternal sleep over suffering so unnecessarily in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just want peace from all the suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, as long as I exist I truly will just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where there is no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am always wishing to erase this existence and I wish I never had to suffer in this torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I always suffer from how I cannot erase this existence.

I just want to be permanently unconscious, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace from it all and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so torturous and futile that I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful, futile existence of suffering all for the sake of it.