Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel, dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering I'm always so tired of that only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of existing.
I truly do always suffer as a result of existing and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

It's just all so cruel and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm free from all suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just hope and wish to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just all I could hope for and wish for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

All I want is some peace, I just hope and wish to be gone and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous, painful existence, all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I really will just hope tor peace, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer as a result if being conscious in this torturous, futile existence, I'll always prefer to not exist no matter what and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so horrible how a human can suffer for so long.
It truly is so horrible to me how a human can suffer for so long just to die in agony from old age and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

Non-existence really is all I see as desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, I just want some peace, and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd never wish to suffer.
I really would never wish to suffer and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace, I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence truly is all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what non-existence really is all I could hope for and it just feels like I've suffered for so long, I just want some peace from all the suffering and I'll just only be at peace once I'm unconscious of this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this torturous, futile existence I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much pain with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, non-existence is just all I'll hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this cruel existence as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see this cruel existence as only suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as just being suffering and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
I really would never wish for any of this and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, for me non-existence really is all I could hope for in this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really will just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I wish I could erase this dreadful, painful and deeply undesirable existence so it's like I never suffered and there's just so much suffering in this cruel existence, I really will always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am always wishing to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never suffered in this torturous, futile existence at all and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and cruel.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I suffer simply from existing, I wish for all to be forgotten for me, I just want to disappear from this existence I always saw as the most dreadful, terrible mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I never would had chosen.