Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to not exist.
No matter what all I could hope for is to not exist and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful and torturous.

I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I just hope for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just hope to be gone, in this existence so torturous only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for and I suffer as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be gone.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake rather all I want is to not exist, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I just wish I never had to suffer and I'd never wish for any of this, only the peace of non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and it feels like I've suffered for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting for death.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just dreadful unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering, I just want peace from it all, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It really is just always the problem to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone and I'd never wish for this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I truly will always see existence as the problem and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want all to be forgotten about in non-existence, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, existence just feels like a mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this torturous existence and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace and all I could hope for is to be permanently free from this existence I always saw as a mistake.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful cruel existence I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, I just hope to be gone from it all, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous that just caused me to suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing eternal sleep as desirable.
No matter what I truly could only ever see eternal sleep as desirable and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so terrible and cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I always see it as the most dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed but now I suffer and have done for so long all I could hope for is an eternal sleep where finally all is gone with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this dreadful, torturous existence, I just hope for peace, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer as a result of existing.

For me non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I'd never wish to exist and I always suffer from how peaceful death is denied for me, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so dreadful to me and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything in this dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

The cruelty of peaceful death being denied.
I really do see so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied as I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous existence that just causes and brings so much suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is some peace.

I just wish to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I wish for no more suffering, existence is just always an abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous cruel existence as only suffering.
I really will always see this torturous existence as only suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is peace from it all, I just want to be gone and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so terrible and dreadful and I'd never wish to exist, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, for me non-existence is the only relief and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish to suffer, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just wish this existence was never imposed and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone and I'll just always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as so futile to exist.
I really will always see it as so futile to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I could never see a point to any of this.

It's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is the only peace, I just hope and wish to be free from all pain and suffering and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, it's all so futile to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for peace.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is peace and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

It's just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish to exist rather I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, torturous existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope to cease existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, futile and dreadful existence ever again and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I wish I never existed more than anything.

I wish that this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering was never imposed and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be gone from it all, I hope and wish to erase this futile, cruel existence so it's like I never suffered and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
No matter what I'd just never wish for any of this suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I'd never wish to suffer rather all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence that just caused me pain that I'd never wish for and I suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again.