Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this deeply undesirable, cruel and torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace from suffering and is all I see as desirable and is all I hope for in this existence so cruel and futile.

As long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence that causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much a a result of existing, it's all so terrible to me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, existence to me is just always the problem and I always have so much dread for what lies ahead, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is something I'd never wish for.
I truly would never wish to be burdened with this dreadful, deeply undesirable and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is just the only relief and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence.

I just want to never suffer again with all finally forgotten and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence, for me existence is always the problem and all I hope for is to be free from it, I just wish to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering no matter what, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, all I want is to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of eternal sleep and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for peace.
No matter what all I could hope for is peace, I just hope and wish to never suffer again with this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake finally all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

For me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence so torturous and there's just so much pain, cruelty and suffering in existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, only the peace of eternal dreamless sleep appeals to me, I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again with this torturous existence finally all forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish to erase this existence.
I truly do always wish to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful and torturous existence at all, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable existence, all I want is to be gone from it all.

I just wish to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result, all I want is for this existence to be erased and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I just wish I never had to suffer.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, all I wish and hope for is to never exist again, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It really will always be only suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I wish for is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence always feels like a mistake to me.
It truly does always feel like a mistake to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I hope for.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll always see existence as the most terrible, tragic mistake with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, only eternal sleep is desirable for me as only then will I be at peace from the mistake of existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so futile to me.
It truly is always so futile to me and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile and torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this.

I could just never see a point to suffering so unnecessarily in this existence rather all I want is to be gone, to me existing will always just be waiting to die, it's just futile suffering all for the sake of it and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence rather all I want is to not exist.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, in this existence so dreadful and cruel only non-existence can bring me peace and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just wish for all to be gone and forgotten for me, I'd just never wish for this torturous existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, I wish to erase this torturous, futile existence I never would had chosen

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence always feels like such a cruel mistake to me.
It truly does and it's one that just causes so much harm and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake causing and bringing all this harm and cruelty as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to permanently cease existing.

I just hope and wish to never suffer again with this dreadful, futile and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be at peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence that I never would had chosen and never would had wished for and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting for all to be gone and forgotten for me.
No matter what all I could want is for all to be gone and forgotten for me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen, in this existence so cruel non-existence really is the only peace for me and is just all I could hope for.

I just wish for this painful, cruel existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace and relief from, to me existence will always be a mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be desirable for me.
It truly is all that's desirable for me and I just wish I never suffered in this futile, torturous existence more than anything, all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where finally I'm free from all pain and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering there was never a need for.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, all I want is to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'd never wish for any of this, existence for me is just always the problem and I'll always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway, I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just being waiting to die and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and futile existence more than anything. In this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable in this existence that to me is just waiting for death.

I always suffer so much as a result of this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering, all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish to never exist again, I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence that to me will always just be waiting for death, I could never see a point to any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for some peace.
No matter what some peace from this dreadful, torturous existence really is all I could hope for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, I'll always see existing as only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything.

I'd never wish for this deeply undesirable existence that causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as just being unnecessary suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is to be gone and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes so much harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause so much harm and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered and only in non-existence will I be at peace from all suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer so unnecessarily and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just wish for all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, for me the peace of non-existence truly is all that's desirable, all I want is to be permanently free from this dreadful, futile existence that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, I wish I never suffered more than anything, nothing would make me wish for this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to not exist.
No matter what non-existence really is all I could hope for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, dreadful existence no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful.

All I hope and wish for is to never suffer again and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this cruel, futile existence, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, deeply undesirable existence, all I want is for all to be forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel existence no matter what and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile and deeply undesirable existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I hope for, I just hope for eternal sleep.

For me only non-existence could ever be positive, I just hope and wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to be free from it all, I wish to erase this existence, I just hope and wish to never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal sleep to finally escape from the pain of existing and I'll always see existing as just being futile unnecessary suffering and I could never see a point to any of this, I'm always so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence really is all that's desirable in this existence where there's all this endless suffering and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where all is finally gone, for me only the peace of non-existence could ever be desirable, I just hope and wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is to cease existing and be free from it all, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope for some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There really is just so much suffering in existing and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful existence more than anything, I wish I never was burdened with this existence and I'll always see it as the most torturous and dreadful burden to exist, it's one that just causes harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

It's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me, I just want to never exist again and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes so much pain.
It truly does cause so much pain with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I just wish I never had to exist.

Only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'd just never wish for this cruel existence rather all I want is to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone. I just hope and wish to never suffer again and I'll always see this painful existence I always saw as a mistake as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, for me only non-existence is desirable, I just want all to be gone for me in the peace of an eternal sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I've wished for.
It truly is all I've wished for and is all I could ever do, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to be gone.

Only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem and it just feels like I've suffered for so long, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, for me only eternal sleep could ever be desirable, I just hope and wish to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, futile existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, it's the only peace for me, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the dreadful abomination of existence that I always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful and torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence where there's all this futile unnecessary suffering.

I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can ever take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence where all is forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all that's positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and is all I'll ever hope for in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I wish for is peace from all the suffering.

I suffer so much as a result of this existence, I just want to be gone from it all, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the abomination of existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for relief from the suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is relief from the suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this cruel, futile existence I never would had chosen that I always saw as a mistake and I just wish I never had to exist.

As long as I exist I really will just hope to not exist, all I want is to never exist again, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me any relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, I'd just never wish for the abomination of existence and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence I never would had chosen, for me existence really is the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I really am always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to never suffer again.

I just wish to be be permanently free from the abomination of existence that I'm always so tired of and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I want is to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I'm always so tired of, only non-existence can bring me any peace and relief, I'll only be at peace in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It really is all that can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for and no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so futile that I never would had chosen and as long as I exist I'll only wish for some peace, I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and there's just so much suffering in existing, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence is positive for me, I just want to be finally free from it all.