Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, futile existence I always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is peace, I just wish to be permanently free from the abomination of existence but of course all the suffering just continues.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence that just caused me to suffer and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again.

I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering where the abomination of existence is no longer my problem and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence where I suffer so unnecessarily hoping and wishing for dreamless eternal sleep. All I want is to never suffer again but of course all the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence just continues and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful I never would had chosen and never would had wished for and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, futile existence that just caused and brought suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering.
It truly does just cause suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence, as long as I exist I'll just hope for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering.

I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence continues and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, more than anything I wish I never existed and as long as I exist I'll only hope for some peace. I just want to never wake ever again. I'll just always see existing as only suffering and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all just so painful and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want some peace. I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I suffer so much as a result of the burden of existence, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering no matter what and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want to never wake again with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be desirable for me.
It truly is all that could ever be desirable for me and peace from all the suffering is just all I hope for, I just want to never wake ever again but of course all the suffering continues.

There's just so much pain and suffering in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful, cruel existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering, more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and torturous to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all pain, cruelty and suffering which is why it's all that's desirable for me, I just want to never wake ever again with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in this torturous, futile existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful, cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain in existing, it's all so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. It's just all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace from the pain and suffering, I just want to never exist again, in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence truly is the only relief for me and is all I could hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
No matter what I'll just always see existence as the problem and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all that can bring me peace from the dreadful, cruel abomination of existence.

I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope for permanent peace from all suffering, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope for non-existence, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this cruel, futile existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain and problems there were never a need for.
It really does cause pain and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

Existence to me truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes so much harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone but of course I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, only non-existence can solve everything for me and is just all I see as desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I'll only and always see existing as just being futile unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so unnecessary.
No matter what I'll always see existence as so unnecessary and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence more than anything, I'd just never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for.

All I want is to never exist again, I just wish to be free from this dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake but of course all the suffering continues and I suffer simply from existing, the fact that this unnecessary existence was even imposed is always the most terrible tragedy to me, all I want is to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, I truly would never wish to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in eternal sleep will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace in eternal sleep and as long as I exist I'll only hope to permanently cease existing, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence finally all forgotten and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

All I want is peace from it all, I just want to never suffer in this futile, deeply undesirable existence ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from existing, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace and relief I search for, I'm always so tired of suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this cruel existence and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, I'll just always see existing as only suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again, for me only dreamless eternal sleep could ever be desirable, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from it all, I just want to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this futile, torturous and undesirable existence.

I truly would always prefer to not exist and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for, I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this cruel, futile existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to never exist again, I'll always see existence as the problem, to me existence truly is an abomination, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, it's all that can bring me any peace from suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an unnecessary harm to me.
It truly is always an unnecessary harm to me and it's one that just causes and brings so much suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, cruel and harmful existence and I'd never wish for any of this.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for but I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, all I hope and wish for is to never wake again.

I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally this futile, torturous existence is no longer my concern and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain.
It truly does just cause and bring pain with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace from this painful existence that to me is only suffering.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence just hoping and waiting to be gone and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace, I just want to not exist and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence is desirable, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is non-existence, I just wish for peace from the pain of this torturous, futile existence I never would had wished for and never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, futile existence I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result and as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead.

All I want is to never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me peace from, I'd just never wish for this dreadful existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to not exist.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and cruel that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it really is all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this dreadful existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace from.

I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what than be burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake just waiting to die anyway, peace from this existence is all I hope for and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer, I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can ever bring me relief from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I never would had chosen. I just hope and wish to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep can bring me any relief from, to not exist truly is all I hope for and is all I could wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all that's desirable for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this cruel, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake that just causes and brings so much pain and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

I'd just always prefer to not exist as I find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this dreadful existence and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, all I want is to never exist again, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from this torturous existence I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, only non-existence can bring me any relief, it's all I hope for, all I want is to never exist again but of course I'm still burdened with this existence I never would had chosen suffering so unnecessarily all for the sake of it, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all that's positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and is all I hope for in this existence where there's all this endless suffering, all I want is to never suffer again.

All I want is some peace from this dreadful, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, more than anything I just wish I never existed and only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence where I suffer so unnecessarily just hoping to be gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this torturous existence, I just want to never wake again, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it burdened with this cruel, torturous existence just waiting to die anyway and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and it's the kind of tiredness only non-existence can take away for me, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer again.

I just wish for true permanent peace from the pain, cruelty and suffering of existing and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again.

I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for, I just want to never wake again, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would just never wish to exist and I wish I never suffered in this deeply undesirable, futile and torturous existence more than anything, all I hope for is dreamless eternal sleep and I'm just always so tired of suffering, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never wake again.

I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence, for me non-existence truly is all I see as desirable, I just hope and wish to never exist again and it feels like I've suffered for so long, I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, I really would just never wish for any of this no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering.
It truly does just cause and bring suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I see as desirable.

All I want is to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, I just wish for peace from all the pain, cruelty and suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for in this existence that to me will always be waiting for death and I always suffer so much from waiting to die in this deeply undesirable, painful existence I never would had chosen and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[yaa]

I felt your words deeply... Sometimes I forget im not the only one that feels this way. I wish ... I could actually meet folk like this in real life ... there's so many normies man...

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence and I wish that more than anything I never had to exist, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never wake ever again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all just so dreadful and terrible and I wish I never existed, all I want is peace from all pain and suffering and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious and no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake, I just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from it all, I just hope and wish to never exist again with this deeply undesirable, painful existence all gone and forgotten, it's really all so cruel and painful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it an abomination to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it an abomination to exist and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake more than anything, all I want is to be gone.

I just wish to be free from all the pain and suffering of this existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for this harmful, cruel existence where I hope and wish to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what.

I'll just always see it as the most dreadful abomination to be burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer simply from existing, it truly is all so dreadful and painful to me and there's just so much pain in this deeply undesirable torturous existence I never would had wished for and never would had chosen, I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never exist again with all forgotten for me in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing
There is so much suffering in existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from.

All I wish and hope for is to never suffer in this dreadful deeply undesirable existence ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence.

As long as I exist I really will just hope for dreamless, eternal sleep and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I want is some peace and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to finally escape from the suffering and cruelty of this dreadful existence and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone. I just wish for peace from it all, I just hope and wish to never suffer again and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'll just always find it so dreadful, harmful and torturous to exist, all I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is forgotten and finally I can rest.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I just wish that I never had to suffer but of course all the suffering continues and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful that to me is just waiting to die and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just wish for peace from the abomination of existence and I'll only be at peace once I'm unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence I always saw as such a terrible, dreadful abomination and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence, I just want to never exist again with this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence finally all gone and I'll just always and only see this existence as just being suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this torturous, cruel existence rather all I wish for is to never suffer again.

I just wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where this torturous existence is no longer my problem, I no longer suffer so unnecessarily in this existence that to me is just a terrible mistake and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

All I want is to never exist again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for, as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, existence to me really is an abomination and I suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to never exist again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace, I just wish for no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this unnecessary existence I just never would had chosen and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel to me, I just want to be free from it all, I just hope and wish to never exist again but of course I continue to suffer and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing, all I want is to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and futile existence more than anything.

As long as I exist I really will just hope and wish to be gone but of course all of the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence destined to decay and die anyway.

To me existence will always be an abomination and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is to never exist again and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want for all to be forgotten for me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish and hope for peace, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, painful and harmful existence, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer ever again.

Only non-existence where all is forgotten could ever be desirable for me and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never wake ever again but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence just waiting to die suffering so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to be free from it all, I just want to never wake again where finally I can be at peace, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, for me existence itself is just always the true problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to exist rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and is all I see as desirable in this existence of endless futile suffering, only non-existence can bring me peace and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never exist again.


I just wish for more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only non-existence could ever bring me relief and peace from and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence, all I want is to never exist again.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this futile, torturous existence, all I want is peace, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, all I hope for is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, non-existence really is all I could ever wish for, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to exist.
No matter what I really will always see it as an abomination to exist and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to never suffer again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this abomination, for me non-existence really is the only peace and is just all I see as desirable.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from it all, I just wish for non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful, deeply undesirable abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, I really would never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and for me peace could only lie in never existing ever again where finally all is forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this cruel, futile and torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful to me.

I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to be at peace, I just want to never exist again with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence but of course I continue to be burdened with this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as the most dreadful mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope to not exist.