Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever caused harm.
It truly did only ever cause harm torturing existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes all this harm and suffering.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from the torture, pain and cruelty of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake torturing existing beings, the peace of non-existence is all I see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and torturous and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be tortured by this dreadful, painful existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want some peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

Non-existence solves every thing for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten, I just want to erase this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this torture and suffering, no matter what I'll always find it torture to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes all this pain and suffering.
It truly does only ever cause all this pain and suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake as after all only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer, all will be gone and forgotten in non-existence which is why it's all I hope for.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as just being only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable in this existence that just causes all this pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only wishing to disappear from this existence.
To disappear from this torturous, dreadful existence is just all I hope for, all I want is to be free from the torture of existing, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

To me existence truly is the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, in this dreadful existence of suffering and cruelty only non-existence can bring me peace and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel.
It truly is so cruel torturing existing beings and I'd just never wish for the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and terrible that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll just always see this painful, cruel existence as just being only suffering and I suffer so much as a result of the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me.
It truly is always the most cruel, dreadful mistake to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering, torture and evil of existing and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this painful, deeply undesirable existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to be free from the torture pain and cruelty of existing, I just want to be free from all torture and suffering, existence truly will always be a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this harmful existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, harmful existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace and in this existence so cruel and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake only non-existence can bring me any peace.

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings and I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the terrible torture, cruelty and suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as just being tortuous suffering, I just want to be free from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel, dreadful and torturous and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I just always saw as such a cruel mistake.

In this existence so terrible and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence is such a terrible, cruel abomination to me and all I want is to be free from it, I just want true permanent peace from the torture of this painful, cruel existence, all that existence ever does is just harm existing beings and causes them to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this torture and suffering, all I want is to be free from the torture of existing, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible dreadful existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

To never exist again is just all I see as desirable, I just want some peace from the pain and suffering of this harmful, terrible existence that I just always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so torturous and cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just cause all this terrible suffering.
It truly does just cause all this terrible suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

All that existence ever does is just cause all this torture, harm and suffering with no limit as to how unbearable the agony can get and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that just causes all this terrible cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only being permanently free from all pain and suffering could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and all I want is peace from the pain, suffering and torture of this terrible, futile existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

All I want is to be free from the terrible mistake of existing, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution so finally I can be at peace, I just wish for no more suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be tortured by this painful, deeply undesirable existence, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for peace from all suffering.
No matter what peace from all suffering is just all I could hope for, I just want peace from the terrible cruel mistake of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

For me non-existence is just the only relief, I just wish to be free from this harmful, dreadful existence that just tortures existing beings, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes all this torture and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so cruel and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering.

Existence truly is the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, I just want peace from the pain, torture and cruelty of existing, to me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does cause so much dreadful suffering.
It truly does just cause only suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, cruel existence, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll just always see this painful, torturous existence as just being only suffering.

To me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just want peace from the terrible torture and cruelty of existing, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this terrible existence, in this existence of torture and cruelty that just harms existing beings non-existence is just all I see as positive, I just hope for peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the torture, pain and cruelty of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful and terrible.

I just hope to be gone, all I want is to never suffer again, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, there truly is so much cruelty in this painful torturous existence that just harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, this existence should just never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much evil in existing.
There truly is just so much evil in existing and no matter what I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, existence really is so evil, there's just so much torture in existing with existing beings in agony every second, to suffer in this torturous, painful existence truly is an abomination, all I want is peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to cease existing peacefully.
No matter what to cease existing peacefully is just all I hope for, all I want is some peace from the torture, suffering and evil of existing where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I really will just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake causing all this dreadful harm and suffering as a result, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just want this cruel, painful existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more torture and no more suffering and I always suffer as a result of the abomination of this harmful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I want is peace from the terrible torture of existing, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

To me existence really is the problem and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, to be at peace from all pain and suffering is just all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this terrible, dreadful existence as just being only suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of eternal dreamless sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always torture to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist, all I want is peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace, simply being conscious in this existence is torture to me.

This torturous existence should just never had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this torture and suffering as a result, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want this torturous existence be all forgotten and erased with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only ever hoping to be free from the torture of existing.
No matter what to be permanently free from the torture of this terrible dreadful existence is just all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again and I just always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence.

It's just all so cruel and more than anything I wish this existence that just causes all this harm, torture and suffering was never imposed, existence really is always an abomination to me and it's one that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want peace from the terrible torture and suffering of this dreadful existence, I just hope and wish to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be just suffering.
I truly will always see existing as just being terrible, dreadful suffering and I suffer simply from existing, no matter what all I could ever hope for is peace from the torture of existing, I just want to never suffer ever again.

I'll always see this cruel, terrible existence as always being suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering of existing, I'll only ever see non-existence as positive, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, all I want is to never suffer again, I just hope for the true peace of non- existence where all is forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring eternal sleep.
No matter what I really will always prefer eternal sleep to the suffering and torture of existing and I'd just never wish for this terrible existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so dreadful and torturous only non-existence can bring me peace.

I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I just want peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing, only eternal sleep can bring me the relief I search for from the suffering and cruelty of this existence but of course this existence of torturous suffering should just never be imposed and it's so terrible how it was.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed no matter what.
It truly never should be imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this torture, pain and suffering as a result, in this existence so torturous and dreadful for me non-existence is just the only peace.

I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy, all that existence does is just cause all this torture and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence that should just never be imposed, existence truly is always the problem, existence is an imposistion that only ever tortures and harms existing beings.