Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, dreadful and torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this futile existence I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen.

I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this deeply undesirable, futile existence I never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain.

I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence destined to decay and die anyway, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me any relief.
It truly is all that can bring me any relief and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me peace from the suffering and cruelty of this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this, as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had wished for that only ever caused and brought so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence and only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence of unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm.
It really does just cause harm with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the mistake of existence and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for this torturous, harmful existence rather all I want is the peace of eternal sleep, I just hope and wish to never exist again and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so undesirable, cruel and painful to me and I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer so unnecessarily, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this torturous, harmful existence where I suffer so unnecessarily just waiting to cease existing anyway.