Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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To suffer in this existence is always so terrible to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as so terrible to suffer in this existence, to me existence really is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily just waiting to not exist anyway and to me existing will always be waiting to die, more than anything I just wish I never suffered and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me and for this existence to be all forgotten really is all I could hope for.

I just wish to never suffer ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering just continues and I always suffer as a result of this deeply undesirable existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can solve for me and take away, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents. For me non-existence truly is the only peace and is just all I hope for and is all I see as desirable, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it as a burden to exist and it's a burden so cruel that only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, I only want to never wake again where finally I can rest

 

[FuneralCry]

This existence just never should had been imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile existence more than anything, I'll just always see it as so dreadful and terrible to exist and I suffer just from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it peace for me could only lie in eternal sleep where all is finally gone and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, to me existing really is just only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and it's all just so cruel and dreadful to me. As long as I exist I really will just hope to never wake again, I just want some peace from this cruel, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I suffered for so long.
It really does feel like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen and I always wish I never suffered, it's just all so dreadful and terrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how unbearable it can all get and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never wake, I just want all to be gone for me, no matter what I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can solve and take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and to never suffer ever again really is all I see as desirable.

I just wish for the peace of non-existence where finally all is forgotten and I can rest with this cruel, futile existence all forgotten, only non-existence is desirable for me but of course all the suffering just continues and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want to never wake ever again. I just want peace from all the suffering and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it as a burden to exist, it's a burden so futile and torturous that just causes suffering and I always just wish and hope to never suffer ever again, I just hope for the relief of an eternal sleep where all is gone and I can rest with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer exist and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I hope for.

All I want is to never suffer ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues and it's all just so dreadful to me, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I see as desirable, I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and bring me peace from and I'll just always see it as so terrible how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can suffer. I always wish I never suffered more than anything but of course I just continue to be burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragic mistake causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to be conscious burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as an unnecessary harm.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an unnecessary harm and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous, undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so terrible to me and in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can bring me any peace, I just want to never wake again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

I always wish I could just choose to fall asleep permanently, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it truly is all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, harmful existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen. For me non-existence truly is the only peace in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering and I always wish I never suffered, only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for, all I want is to never suffer ever again and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all just so cruel to me and it's so terrible how there's all this harm in existing, I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this torturous, futile existence was even imposed at all causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this harmful existence.
It truly is all that can bring me any relief from this harmful, torturous existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing. It's all just so dreadful and cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten and I can be at peace and for me peace could only lie in an eternal sleep where finally I can rest.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me the safety and peace from suffering I search for and I just always suffer so much from how peaceful, guaranteed death is so harmfully denied for me as al I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering, I just want all to be erased for me in non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be unconscious for all eternity. I'd never wish for this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age and cease existing anyway and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, it's all just so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase my existence.
I really am always wishing to erase my existence, I want it to be like I never suffered at all in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to never suffer ever again, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all just so dreadful to me and I always wish I never suffered, in this existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I just want to never suffer ever again and I just always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, for me the only relief could lie in eternal dreamless sleep and I'd just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer. There is no suffering in non-existence and I'll suffer as long as I'm conscious burdened with this existence just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as waiting for death, I'd always prefer to not exist but really all I want is to erase my existence, I just want all to be gone for me, I just want to forget about this torturous, painful and dreadful existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this existence.
I really do always suffer so much as a result of this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence rather all I want is to never wake, I wish for no more suffering.

I suffer simply from being conscious of this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the pain and cruelty of existing just continues and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents destined to decay and die anyway, non-existence really is all that can bring me the peace and relief I hope for. I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all just so cruel to me and there's just so much pain and cruelty in existing, I always just hope and wish to fall asleep permanently and for me permanent non-existence really is the only relief, to never suffer ever again is just all I see as desirable and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just never would had wished for, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this futile existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to cease existing anyway, I wish I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

More than anything I wish I never existed.
I truly wish I never suffered in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence more than anything and in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me but of course the suffering just continues which is always so dreadful to me, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, in this existence where there's all this futile, unnecessary suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief, I see it as so tragic how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm as a result and I'll just always find it so harmful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents, it truly is just all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again, I just want all to be gone for me, I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this deeply undesirable torturous existence but of course more than anything I wish I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it at all that I always saw as such a terrible, cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want peace from this torturous, cruel existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to never wake ever again, I just wish for this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake to finally be all gone for me but of course the suffering just continues.

I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, more than anything I just wish I never suffered and I'll just always see existing as only suffering. Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this cruel, deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me but of course all the pain and suffering just continues, it's all just so dreadful and terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything. I'd just never wish for this torturous, harmful existence of unnecessary suffering I just always saw as a mistake and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it truly is all so dreadful to me and I'll just always find it so dreadful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents destined to decay and die anyway and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I always just hope and wish to never wake ever again, I wish to just fall asleep permanently to finally escape from the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's just so much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in existing and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence, it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and I always wish I never suffered more than anything.

The fact that this existence was even imposed is just always so tragic to me, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in eternal dreamless sleep where all is forgotten and finally I can be at peace and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake. I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, all that existence does is cause and create suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can suffer and it's all just so dreadful to me, only ceasing to exist can bring me any relief from the suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this futile, deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is peace. I just want to sleep permanently but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just always something so dreadful.
It truly is something so dreadful to me that just causes harm and suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this torturous deeply undesirable existence, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just never should had been burdened with this cruel existence of suffering all for the sake of it I always saw as the most cruel mistake and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never suffer ever again, only eternal dreamless sleep can bring me the relief from suffering I search for but of course all the pain and suffering just continues and it's all just so dreadful to me, more than anything I just wish I never had to exist and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this deeply undesirable existence I just never would had wished for and just never would had chosen, I just always find it the most terrible tragedy to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I only hope for an eternal sleep where this dreadful existence I never would had chosen is finally all forgotten, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what and to me existing really is only suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence, it truly is just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is an imposition
No matter what I really will always see existence as an imposition, I see it as the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result.

I always wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence where there's all this suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel only non-existence can bring me peace and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again but of course only never suffering at all is true perfection to me, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is non-existence, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering but of course I just continue to suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer at all. Only non-existence could ever solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all there are no disadvantages to never suffering again, only non-existence could ever bring me any relief from this existence that was so tragically imposed and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this suffering rather I just want to not exist, I just wish for some peace and only non-existence could ever bring me any relief from the imposition of existence and I always find it such a terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer just from existing, it truly is all so terrible to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and it's all so dreadful to me, non-existence really is all I see as positive and is the only peace for me.

I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer as a result of being conscious in this existence just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, I just want to never suffer ever again, to me existence truly does feel like the most terrible, dreadful mistake that just causes and brings all this unnecessary futile suffering and as long as I exist I'll only wish to be free from this abomination, I'll just always see it as so dreadful to be burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing. I'll always see existing as only suffering and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I just want all to be forgotten and gone for me in non-existence and I'll always wish for death no matter what as to me existence really is an abomination, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never wake and I'll only hope to sleep permanently no matter what, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so painful to exist.
No matter what I really would always find it so painful to exist and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake that I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish for the suffering of this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always find it so painful to exist, to me existence really is the most terrible tragic mistake that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace from suffering I search for but of course all the suffering and cruelty just continues. It's all just so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to never wake, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable cruel existence I just never would had chosen and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I wish for no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this torturous, futile unnecessary existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in eternal sleep will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace in eternal sleep and the peace of non-existence is just all I'll wish for no matter what, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally I can rest and all is forgotten and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel to me and I suffer simply from existing.

I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this torturous, cruel existence rather all I want is to not exist, i just want to never wake ever again and I always suffer from how I cannot just fall asleep permanently, as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace from all the pain and suffering but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so dreadful to me. I really would never wish for any of this and I just always suffer from how I cannot just sleep permanently, only eternal sleep can bring me any relief from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, I'll just always see existing as only suffering and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer ever again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I'd choose to erase existence it it's up to me as all I wish is no more pain and no more suffering, I just want some peace, I just want to sleep, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish for any of this.
I really would just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to permanently cease existing and never suffer ever again.

In this futile deeply undesirable existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is just all I'll hope for, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed and I'll always suffer so much as a result of existing, for me non-existence really is the only peace and is just all I hope for in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence I never would had chosen, I always find it so dreadful to exist and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, nothing would make me wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is peace, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten about with no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this existence, I always wish to just never wake, only non-existence can bring me any peace from this cruel, futile existence I just never would had chosen, I always wish I never had to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish this existence was never imposed.
More than anything I just wish this existence was never imposed and I just never should had suffered at all, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to exist and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake.

Only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for but only never existing is true perfection to me, I just always wish I never suffered more than anything and I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all, I suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, only non-existence can solve everything for me but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all just so cruel and terrible to me. I'll just always find it so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily and I suffer simply from existing, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and I always wish I never had to suffer, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want to never wake, only the peace of eternal sleep can solve everything for me and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather I just wish I never existed more than anything, it's all just so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as desirable.
It truly is all that's desirable for me and I just wish I never suffered in this existence more than anything, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous, harmful existence rather I just want to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again and I just suffer so much from existing.

It's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence, it's all just so terrible to me and I'll always find it so undesirable to exist. I just wish I never suffered and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to never wake ever again and I always suffer from how I cannot just fall asleep permanently, I wish for no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is just all I see as desirable for me. I'm just always so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only non-existence can take away for me, I just want to never wake, I just want to never exist ever again, the only relief for me could lie in eternal dreamless sleep where I can rest and finally all is gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wish to just never wake again.
No matter what all I could wish for is to never wake again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is for all to be gone for me, I just want to never wake but of course all the pain and suffering just continues.

It's all so dreadful to me, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily no matter what and I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence, in this existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty only non-existence can bring me any peace, I just want all to be forgotten for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing. I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this futile, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, only eternal sleep can ever bring me the peace I search for but of course all the pain and suffering just continues, it's all so cruel and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only permanent non-existence could ever be desirable to me and I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally no longer burdened with this existence I just never would had chosen and would just never wish for, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to never wake again, I just wish for an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and I can be at peace.

As long as I exist I really will just hope to sleep permanently, I just want to forget about this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for but of course I just continue to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace. I just want all to finally be gone for me but of course the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this futile, torturous existence, I just wish I never existed more than anything, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for but of course all the pain and suffering just continues, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I really would never wish for any of this, I just wish I never had to suffer more than anything, I'm always so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me will always be an unnecessary harm.
It really will always be an unnecessary harm to me and I always wish I never suffered in this existence more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is just all I see as desirable and is all I hope for.

I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence just waiting to die anyway and to me existing will always just be waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I just always wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I hope for in this torturous existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing. It's all just so dreadful and painful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all just so terrible and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be at peace, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from this terrible, torturous existence where I hope and wait to not exist and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of existing.
I truly do always suffer as a result of existing and the suffering of existing is endless, it's all so cruel, dreadful and terrible to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured only non-existence could ever be positive for me and is all I hope and wish for.

I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty just continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself which is why it's all I hope for. I just want peace from all the cruelty and suffering in this torturous existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this deeply undesirable painful existence and there's just so much pain in existing, I always wish I could just never wake, for me eternal sleep really is the only peace and is all I could hope for, I only want to never exist ever again, I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for

 

[FuneralCry]

To not exist is always preferable for me.
It truly is always preferable for me and is just all I hope and wish for, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me, I just want to not exist.

I just want to never suffer ever again, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this deeply undesirable existence and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, for me non-existence really is the only peace and is just all I see as positive in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to die anyway and I'll just always see existing as waiting to die, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so cruel and terrible to me. I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again with this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragedy finally all gone for me and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel and painful to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous cruel existence and there's just so much suffering and cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I always wish I never had to suffer at all.

 

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To cease existing is just all I hope for.
It truly is all I hope for, I wish for no more suffering and no more pain rather all I want is to never exist ever again where finally I can be at peace with all forgotten for me, I'd just never wish for this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I want is to cease existing.

I just want all to be gone for me but of course all the pain and suffering just continues, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence where finally I can be at peace and for me dreamless eternal sleep really is the only relief, I just want all to be gone for me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for but of course all the pain and suffering just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I always wish I never existed, I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing. I really would just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this cruel, torturous existence where I'm just waiting for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to not exist no matter what, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I always wish I never had to suffer more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting any of this.
No matter what I really would never want any of this and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten and I can be at peace and for me peace could only ever lie in non-existence where finally I can rest.


I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, all I wish for is to not exist, I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me and bring me relief from and for me non-existence really is the only relief, it's just all I see as desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just always prefer the peace of non-existence but of course all the pain and suffering just continues. It's all so cruel to me and I'll just always find it so dreadful how there's all this cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence really is the most futile, torturous burden and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I'll just always find it so painful to exist and it's pain only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just suffer so much as a result of existing and more than anything I wish I never had to suffer in this futile existence at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel.
It really is so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing, I truly am always so tired of suffering and I wish I never suffered at all, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can ever bring me peace but of course I just continue to suffer in this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is forgotten and nothing can concern me and for this torturous, cruel existence to be no longer my concern is just all I see as desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and it's all just so dreadful, all I want is to never exist again and I suffer simply from existing. I always wish I never had to suffer at all and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, I only hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it truly is all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous undesirable existence rather I just want to not exist, all I want is some peace and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me and I suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from the pain and cruelty in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can bring me any relief.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more cruelty rather all I want is to never wake and I always suffer from how I cannot just fall asleep permanently to finally escape from this cruel, torturous existence I never would had chosen and I wish I never suffered more than anything. I just hope for the peace of never suffering again, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this torturous existence and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had been burdened with this deeply undesirable existence and I'll always hope to never exist again with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only want to never exist again.
No matter what all I could ever want is to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering rather I just want to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten about and I can rest.

In this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering only non-existence can bring me peace, I just want all to be gone for me but of course I continue to suffer and it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me, I always wish I never had to suffer more than anything and only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for, I just want to never wake again. I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence, for me non-existence really is the only peace and if it's up to me I'd choose to erase my existence so it's like I never suffered, I always wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace, I just want to sleep, I just want to rest, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never exist ever again, non-existence truly is all that's positive for me and is all I could see as desirable, I wish for no more suffering, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to not exist.
No matter what I could only ever wish to not exist, I just want some peace from all the suffering and cruelty in this deeply undesirable existence I just saw as a mistake but of course I just continue to suffer and it's all so terrible to me, I suffer simply from existing and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never exist ever again, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so terrible to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything.

I'll always find it so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and the suffering of existing really is endless, I suffer just from existing and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing. I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this dreadful, cruel existence and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer simply from existing and I'd just never wish for any of this, only eternal sleep can bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm waiting for death and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I find it so tragic how this existence was even imposed causing all this cruelty and harm with no limit as to how much one can suffer as a result.