Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[Esc9434]

Existing to me will always be unnecessary suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just being unnecessary suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm, cruelty and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from exisying, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffeing in eternal sleep where this torturous, futile existence is finally no longer my concern and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

To me existence really is the problem and I'll just alwaya see it as so dreadful and terrible to be conscious burdened with this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always find it so torturous and dreadful to exist, existence really is a problem only non-existence can solve and take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer in any way and there's so much suffering in this torturous, cruel existence I never would had chosen. More than anything I wish I never had to suffer, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering where I'm just hoping and waiting to be gone, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief and safety from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me.

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[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I've hoped for.
It really is all I've hoped for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I'd just always prefer non-existence and it's all I could wish for, I just wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it and there's just so much suffering in existing, only non-existence can bring me any relief but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence and the suffering just continues.

It's all so terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can solve everything for me and I'd just never wish for this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I want is to not exist and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful to me, no matter what I'll always see existence as an unnecessary harm and there's just so much suffering in this torturous, harmful existence. It's all just so terrible to me and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is always so undesirable.
No matter what I'll always find it so undesirable to exist and I suffer just from existing, it really is all so terrible and dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace and is just all I'll hope for.

I'd just never wish for this torturous, deeply undesirable existence of suffering for the sake of it rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, existence really is a problem only ceasing to exist can bring me peace from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer in any way.

For me only non-existence where there is no more cruelty and no more suffering could ever be desirable and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just never would had wished for and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and for me only the peace of non-existence could ever be desirable. I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering and cruelty of this existence just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I just always wish I never existed more than anything and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed causing all this harm as a result and there's just so much suffering in this futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to exist and as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me relief from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in non-existence where finally all is gone and forgotten and I can rest and for me eternal sleep really is the only peace. I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always see it as a burden to exist, it's one only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me.

I'd never wish for any of this rather I only want to not exist, non-existence really is the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering no matter what with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. It's all just so terrible to me and I always wish I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this cruel, torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it at all and the suffering of existing really is endless, it's all just so terrible and painful to me, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only want to not exist, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace and relief I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, futile existence more than anything, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it, only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I wish I never had to exist more than anything.

Only non existence can bring me any relief but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as if I'm gone I cannot suffer and I'll just always see existing as only suffering. As long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never wake, I'll just only be at peace in eternal sleep where finally all is forgotten and nothing can concern me, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just waiting for death and I'll always see existing as just being waiting to die, it's just pain, problems and suffering there was never a need for at all and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that's desirable for me.
It really is all that's desirable for me and is all that can bring me any peace from this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering that I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

The only relief for me could ever lie in non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence no matter what and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this torturous existence of futile suffering I always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of this existence. It truly is all so dreadful and terrible to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, all I hope for is to never wake but of course all the pain and suffering of existing just continues, it's all just so cruel and dreadful to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see existence as an imposition and it's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from all suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
I really would never want to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering and cruelty where finally all is gone and I can be at peace.

Only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and for me non-existence really is all that's positive, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so terrible to me, I always wish I never suffered and to me existing really is only suffering with no limit as to how unbearable and torturous it can get and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence. For me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and I'd just always prefer to not exist, I'd never wish for the suffering of this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, it really is just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful and torturous to me and I always wish I never existed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only the peace of non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in non-existence where finally I can be at peace and for me peace could only ever lie in eternal sleep, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want all to be gone for me but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so terrible, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and to me existing will always be only suffering. I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course I just continue to suffer and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, in this existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it I'll just only be at peace in eternal sleep, as long as I exist I really will just wish to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is always just waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer and it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me, as long as I exist I really will just hope for non-existence where all is finally forgotten.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this futile, torturous existence where I just hope and wait to not exist anyway and to me existing really is just waiting to die, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer and it's all so futile to me, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to be unconscious for all eternity, I just want to never wake ever again with all finally gone for me but of course all the suffering of existing just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as the most dreadful mistake. I'll just always see it as so dreadful how there's all this suffering in this futile deeply undesirable existence and I always wish I never suffered, non-existence really is all that can bring me the peace I search for from this torturous, futile existence and I'll just always find it torturous to exist, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only eternal sleep could ever take away for me, I just want to never wake with all finally gone and forgotten, I just want to rest and never suffer ever again and I always suffer as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never wake.
As long as I exist I really will just hope to never wake ever again, all I wish is for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this torturous, deeply undesirable existence is finally all gone and forgotten and I just always suffer so much as a result of existing.

It's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I just wish I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake ever again, I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again and in this existence where I suffer so unnecessarily only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for, I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence. I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and to me existing will always be only suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of this existence I never would had chosen that I always saw as the most cruel mistake bringing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'll just always find it so harmful to exist, to me existing will always be only suffering and it's all just so cruel and dreadful for me, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how peaceful death is denied for me.
I truly do always suffer from how peaceful death is so cruelly and harmfully denied for me with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what instead, it's all so dreadful to me and I just wish I never had to suffer, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the suffering and cruelty of this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result. For me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence could ever solve and take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and there is just no suffering in an eternal sleep and I'd just always prefer to sleep permanently than be burdened with this existence.

I'll just always see it as a burden to exist, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only dreamless eternal sleep could ever bring me relief from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake and I'm just always so tired of suffering. All I hope and wish for is to cease existing peacefully, I just want to never wake, only eternal sleep can bring me the relief I search for and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I just want all to be gone for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it dreadful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel peace for me could only ever lie in permanent non-existence where all is finally forgotten.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me peace from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I just suffer so much, I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to not exist, I just want all to be gone for me. I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always wish I never had to suffer more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I could hope for, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to peacefully cease existing, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this cruel, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake, I always wish I never suffered more than anything, I truly never should had existed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence really is all that's positive for me.
It really is all that's positive for me and is all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering of existing just continues and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again as non-existence really is the only peace for me and is just all I see as desirable in this torturous existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always find it so torturous and dreadful to exist, I suffer just from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from.

In this existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty the only relief for me really could only lie in non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this cruel, futile existence where I just hope and wait for death, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is to not exist. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel non-existence truly is all I see as positive and is just the only relief for me, I just want to never exist ever again and if it's up to me I'd always choose to erase my existence so it's like I never suffered as all I want is no more suffering, non-existence really is all that's positive for me and is all that can bring me the peace I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in being denied peaceful death.
No matter what I'll always see so much cruelty in how the option to peacefully cease existing is denied with the suffering and torture of human existence seen as to force and prolong instead.

I always suffer from how I cannot just cease existing painlessly and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it's all so dreadful to me, non-existence really is the only relief for me and is just all that can bring me peace from this existence I just never would had wished for and I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it.

I'd just never wish to exist in this reality where the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to prolong, anti-suicide is just extreme cruelty to me and I always suffer from being enslaved in this existence just waiting to die anyway and I'll just always see existing as waiting to die no matter what, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything. I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing peacefully and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I cannot suffer in any way and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I'll always see as just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as an abomination.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an abomination that just causes suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and it's all so cruel and dreadful to me, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I just always suffer so much from being conscious of the abomination of existence just hoping and waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existence as waiting for death, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me.

I'll always find it so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering endlessly and it's suffering only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from, all I want is to never exist ever again but of course all the pain and suffering just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, non-existence really is all that can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence but of course all the suffering just continues with me just wishing to be gone and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to never wake. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to not exist, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I wish for from the deeply undesirable, futile abomination of existence I just always saw as a mistake in the first place and I'd just never wish to exist no matter what, I really will only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to exist, I'd just never wish to suffer in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence rather all I hope for is to never wake ever again.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all just so dreadful and deeply undesirable to me, I just wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I could hope for. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is the only peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this dreadful, futile existence and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I always wish I never existed more than anything, I suffer so much as a result of this existence and it's suffering only eternal sleep can take away for me, I just want to never exist ever again, I just hope for permanent peace from the pain of existing but of course I just continue to suffer and I'd never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing rather all I want is non-existence, I just want to never wake ever again and I'll just only be at peace in eternal sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of existing.
I really do always suffer so much as a result of existing and it's all just so cruel and terrible to me, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake with all finally gone and forgotten, in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence could ever bring me any peace, I just always suffer so much as a result of existing and I'm just always so tired of it all, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist.

Only dreamless eternal sleep can bring me the relief I search for from this existence so torturous and deeply undesirable that I always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again. I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence but of course all the pain and suffering just continues and it's all so cruel to me, there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing and I always wish I never suffered, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I just want to rest, I just want some peace, I just want to sleep and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence, to suffer in this existence really is always so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as a mistake.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the most terrible dreadful mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the mistake of existence but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, torturous existence and it's all so terrible to me, I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragic mistake and it's one only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and nothing can concern me and this existence to be no longer my concern really is all I hope for. I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just want to never wake ever again, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible dreadful mistake and more than anything I wish this existence was never imposed, I just never should had suffered at all but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all just so cruel and painful to me and there's just so much pain in existing, it's pain only eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence will take away all anyway.
It truly will which is all I wish and hope for, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, torturous existence ever again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me but of course all the pain and suffering of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful and terrible, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again and I just always suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what but of course all the pain and suffering just continues and will do until non-existence takes away all anyway, for me non-existence really is just the only peace and relief and is all I could hope for. I wish for no more suffering, I just want to never suffer ever again and in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering only non-existence can solve everything for me, it's just all I hope for, I wish for no more suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be permanently free from this existence where I'm just waiting for death and I'll always see existing as waiting to die, it's just suffering there was never a need for and I always just wish I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

To never suffer ever again is all I hope for.
All I hope and wish for is to never exist ever again, I just want all in this cruel, torturous existence to be gone and forgotten but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty just continues.

It's all just so terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it at all and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I always suffer from how peaceful death is so harmfully denied for me so I can finally escape from the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, existence is a problem only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer. There is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep after all and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence, it truly is all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for an eternal sleep where this torturous, deeply undesirable existence is finally all gone and no longer my concern, I wish for no more suffering and I alway suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace, I just want to rest, I just want to never suffer ever again with all finally gone and I just alway suffer as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I'd just never wish for any of this and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this torturous, deeply undesirable existence, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I just want to never exist ever again, for me non-existence really is all I see as positive and is the only relief for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer from being burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is non-existence. I wish for no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to be conscious in this existence suffering so unnecessarily just waiting to die anyway and I just suffer so much from waiting for death in this existence that to me is just a mistake, I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, in this futile, cruel existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can bring me any peace, I always wish this existence was never imposed, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering the only relief for me could lie in never existing ever again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten with no more pain and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

The tragedy of existence.
For me the tragedy truly does lie in how this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed causing all this harm and cruelty as a result, it's all just so terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the deeply undesirable imposition of existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything. I'd just never wish for this existence of unnecessary suffering I always saw as such a dreadful, terrible cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing, I always wish I could just choose to never wake and finally forget about it all, I just want to never exist again but of course all the pain and cruelty just continues.

It's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for no more suffering but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence, I'll always see existence as the most terrible tragedy, this existence just feels like a mistake to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, non-existence really is all that can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen and would just never wish for, I just want to never exist again with no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to exist,

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this deeply undesirable existence of unnecessary suffering I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, nothing would ever make me wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful and dreadful to be burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and the suffering of existing is endless. It's all just so cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want to never wake ever again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just allI see as desirable, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me any relief from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in eternal dreamless sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to peacefully cease existing.
No matter what all I could hope and wish for is to peacefully cease existing, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to never wake ever again and I just always suffer so much from how peaceful death is denied for me with the suffering and torture of human existence seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I just wish I never existed more than anything.

I never should had suffered in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragedy, it's all just so cruel to me and I always suffer just from being burdened with this existence, I really would just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer just from being burdened with this torturous existence and for me non-existence really is all that's desirable. It's all I hope for, I just want to peacefully cease existing and never suffer ever again with all finally gone but of course I continue to trapped in this existence just waiting and hoping to be gone and I'll just always see existing as just being waiting to die. It's all just so terrible ro me and I wish I never existed more than anything, nothing would ever make me wish to suffer in this existence rather I just want some peace, I just want to sleep and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I can rest with all finally gone for me, I just want to never suffer ever again and I suffer just from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I've ever hoped for.
I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all just so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, non-existence truly is all that can bring me any peace from the terrible tragic mistake of existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again.

I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all just so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen that was just never worth it for me and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope to never suffer ever again and I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, futile existence. And it's all just so terrible to me, I'd just never wish for any of this and I just always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from the cruelty and suffering of this futile existence and I just always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from the suffering and cruelty of existing.
No matter what all I could hope for is peace from all the suffering and cruelty of existing, I just want to never exist ever again but of course I just continue to suffer and it's all so dreadful to me, in this existence where there's all this futile, unnecessary suffering the only relief for me could lie in non-existence where all is finally gone.

I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the pain and suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and cruelty as a result of existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me relief from this deeply undesirable existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chose and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence. It's all so terrible to me, for me peace could only ever lie in an eternal sleep where all is finally gone, I just want to never wake again, I just wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to be at peace, I just want to sleep, I just want all to be gone for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, only non-existence can solve everything for me,

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me was just never worth it.
It truly was just never worth it for me and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence could ever be positive for me, all I hope for is an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten and I can rest and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer ever again.

I just want to never wake but of course all the pain and suffering of existing just continues and I always suffer as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful and cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence is desirable for me and could solve everything for me in this torturous existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to cease existing and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what. Only the peace of non-existence is all I've hoped for, existence to me is just not a desirable state rather I see it as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so dreadful and I always wish I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering and I always suffer as a result of existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten, it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to exist.
No matter what I really will always see it as an abomination to suffer in this cruel, deeply undesirable and torturous existence and I always wish I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering I always saw as such a terrible, cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only want to never wake, only non existence can bring me the relief I search for from the harmful, cruel abomination of existence and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and painful and I'd just never wish for the pain of existing rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I wish for no more suffering. I just want some peace from the abomination of existence I just never would had chosen and for me non-existence really is the only relief, it's just all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I wish I could just choose to never wake so finally I can be at peace from the abomination of existence that to me is a mistake, I always wish I never suffered and to me existing truly is just only suffering, it's all just so dreadful and painful and there's just so much pain in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering and pain continues.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as so futile to exist and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it peace for me could only lie in non-existence, I'll just always see existing as waiting to die and I suffer just from existing.

I'd just never wish for the futile, torturous burden of existence rather all I want is to not exist, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer just from being burdened with this futile existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I see as desirable. I could just never see a point to any of this, it's all so futile and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I never would had chosen and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never had to exist more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result,

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is always preferable for me.
It truly is always preferable for me than suffering so unnecessarily in this torturous, futile existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything.

I find it so tragic how this existence was even imposed at all causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all just so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence. I just wish for non-existence, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I wish for some peace and for me peace could only ever lie in non-existence, I'd just always prefer to cease existing than be burdened with this futile, deeply undesirable existence and to me existing really is just suffering all for the sake of it. I just always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish to suffer at all and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, existence really is just so cruel and terrible to me.