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[Readytogo#Broken]

I was asked to post a goodbye to the group, when ready, I'm ready, life just became to cruel & repetition of the same pain, massive family losses in 3 years ptsd from i was 17 I could go on but basically it's just time to go, get peace, this sites been very helpful for a group of people in pain there are so many Angels on here, I hope I find my peace, wanted to honour a promise and say goodbye, I hope you all find your peace either in life or ctb. Listeng to my playlist for later tonight and although scared of fucking up im excited to end the pain...don't want to drone on...this is keeping a promise...Goodbye peace & wishes to you all beautiful people who deserve to be free from pain. Take care.

 

[SinisterKid]

Safe travels my scouse friend, wherever that road takes you, just find the peace you desire that life was too cruel to grant you.

 

[Sensei]

I'm sad I don't know you, because you seem to be a kind person, and because you're a fellow human being who suffers so badly that you want to die. Only you know when it's time to leave, but you can always wait a couple of days and meditate on your decision. Whatever you choose to do, I wish you the best.

 

[Jean4]

Sending you lots of love and hope you find peace. If you don't want to go through with it, it's fine and we will be here. :)

 

[Carina]

I hope you find peace in whatever you do, that apparently life wasn't able to grant you.

 

[HannahB]

Safe travels love. I wish you everlasting peace. Dont feel bad if you miss the bus we will be here waiting with open arms.

 

[Readytogo#Broken]

I'm sad I don't know you, because you seem to be a kind person, and because you're a fellow human being who suffers so badly that you want to die. Only you know when it's time to leave, but you can always wait a couple of days and meditate on your decision. Whatever you choose to do, I wish you the best.

Iv always been kind & caring if give the shirt of my back to a stranger it's the one thing in life I can do well, dealing with my own personal deamons not so much, by god iv tried again and again, but I'm at peace with leaving, honestly thank you for the kind words I hope you all get the inner peace you deserve

Safe travels love. I wish you everlasting peace. Dont feel bad if you miss the bus we will be here waiting with open arms.

I am terrified of fucking this up like so many things in life, iv told myself from Friday even I can't mess this up, if I achieve the nn passing out method I'll be safe and on my way, thank you to your information on techniques have been so helpful, this shouldn't be a sad time your final moments should be yours and what you want it's the one thing iv learned in past few days, truely thank you to all for that your all bloody amazing people I wish the world had of granted you all good lives

 

[BPD Barbie]

Spoke very briefly, good luck, I'll think of you when Liverpool lift the trophy for you my friend. Go peacefully. I'm here if you need me.

 

[Sensei]

Iv always been kind & caring if give the shirt of my back to a stranger it's the one thing in life I can do well, dealing with my own personal deamons not so much, by god iv tried again and again, but I'm at peace with leaving, honestly thank you for the kind words I hope you all get the inner peace you deserve

Then we have something in common. Helping other people and focusing on their pain instead of my own is how I stay alive. There are so many destructive people in the world, so it's no exaggeration to say that it's a loss that you're leaving. Wherever you go, take care, mate.

 

[HannahB]

Iv always been kind & caring if give the shirt of my back to a stranger it's the one thing in life I can do well, dealing with my own personal deamons not so much, by god iv tried again and again, but I'm at peace with leaving, honestly thank you for the kind words I hope you all get the inner peace you deserve

I am terrified of fucking this up like so many things in life, iv told myself from Friday even I can't mess this up, if I achieve the nn passing out method I'll be safe and on my way, thank you to your information on techniques have been so helpful, this shouldn't be a sad time your final moments should be yours and what you want it's the one thing iv learned in past few days, truely thank you to all for that your all bloody amazing people I wish the world had of granted you all good lives

It's ok to be scared dear, it just means you have a heart a good one at that.

 

[Readytogo#Broken]

Then we have something in common. Helping other people and focusing on their pain instead of my own is how I stay alive. There are so many destructive people in the world, so it's no exaggeration to say that it's a loss that you're leaving. Wherever you go, take care, mate.

I know only too well unfortunately it's the good people either taken or get dealt a shit hand, can I ask you don't ever stop being kind and caring if that's what keeps you going, if only the world had more people like this, mental health is banged on about so much but doctors ect are truely useless, here have some meds. Take care

 

[sooverallthingslife]

I wish you peace on your journey, whatever it may be.

 

[134340]

Safe travels, I'm hoping that your journey is peaceful. It's sad to see you go, you seem like a very warm and gentle soul who deserves way better than you got in life. Hopefully the "other side" is much kinder to you.

 

[Skyview]

@Readytogo#Broken

At the end of the storm
Is a golden sky
and the sweet silver song of a lark ...

It's never easy when we loose someone from this site , it's just the way it is . Find your peace my friend and you'll never walk alone .

 

[Sensei]

can I ask you don't ever stop being kind and caring if that's what keeps you going

You have my word.

 

[Readytogo#Broken]

@Readytogo#Broken

At the end of the storm
Is a golden sky
and the sweet silver song of a lark ...

It's never easy when we loose someone from this site , it's just the way it is . Find your peace my friend and you'll never walk alone .

Don't be upset because when I go as selfish as it sounds I'll be at peace, Have my things in order spent time with family over wkend leaving them nice memories, leaving more than enough to cover costs and some money to family, so pls don't be sad I'll be at peace. Bless all your kind souls

Safe travels, I'm hoping that your journey is peaceful. It's sad to see you go, you seem like a very warm and gentle soul who deserves way better than you got in life. Hopefully the "other side" is much kinder to you.

I hope so too, there's a place for my soul somewhere just not here tired trying, I think I was destined to help my family when they needed me iv done all that, leaving them a nice parting gift with everyone taken care off. This sites just been helpful to do things in the ryt way not stupid or getting drunk ect mistake I made before, I'll be going with my playlist blink 182 L.S Amy and kurt it's a much nicer way. Take care all of you, each of you deserve peace. Pls don't be offended if there's no reply's. Have phone set to lock itself. iPhone are not allowed to give pass codes after death. It's a comforting way to go with people who understand. This applies to all who have wrote just easier to write in one comment. Sorry mean no offence to anyone

 

[Skyview]

Don't be upset because when I go as selfish as it sounds I'll be at peace, Have my things in order spent time with family over wkend leaving them nice memories, leaving more than enough to cover costs and some money to family, so pls don't be sad I'll be at peace. Bless all your kind souls

You're so thoughtful and kind , a gentle soul ! Peace and love on your journey.

 

[JustVisiting]

love and peace to you

 

[Readytogo#Broken]

You're so thoughtful and kind , a gentle soul ! Peace and love on your journey.

Thank you, your all amazing people it's shit how the world works, prob some of the best people are on here, I'm going for nn method as soon as I'm ready listening to playlist and writing personal letter to my brother so he doesn't end up here, I hope to be out of here by sunrise uk time. That will be the peace I finally deserve done helping others. Bless all of you I wish I could help some of you but my life's run it's course, waiting peacefully for my bus

It's ok to be scared dear, it just means you have a heart a good one at that.

Below the Addams apple & drop weight into thin finger thick but strong climbing rope should work? I only want to pass out under 10/15 seconds let my body weight do the rest iv looked at so many methods but this looks so peaceful, it's the one thing I'm determined to do correct

 

[Thereisnothing]

@Readytogo#Broken I hope for now you are still with us, so you can see my message and love for you. There are so many beautiful souls in this world and especially on this site, I haven't been a member long but so far have had so much help and compassion from others.
You are right that those who care and are kind and loving often get the crap lives, I am testimony to that, but I feel that its us who care who are the ones that matter, not all the ones who dont give a damn about anyone or anything.


I am in the UK too and all I can think of writing this is the river Mersey and that gorgeous scouse accent. I cant stop you doing what you wish to achieve and respect your wishes, but do wish you to know and understand that to lose you will break my heart. If only maybe I could've spoken to you before and got to know you and bandied some thoughts and support back and forth. You say you wish you could help some of us, that would be great, but if you feel your life has genuinely run its course then we have to respect that, however hard.

I am dreading sunrise today as it will mean you will be gone, take care my friend xx

 

[randomguy101]

Good luck. hope you find peace

 

[MysticPerception]

Good luck hope you find peace even if you supposedly mess it up and are still alive afterwards.

 

[Return2Dust]

Wishing you a peaceful and painless exit.

 

[Readytogo#Broken]

@Readytogo#Broken I hope for now you are still with us, so you can see my message and love for you. There are so many beautiful souls in this world and especially on this site, I haven't been a member long but so far have had so much help and compassion from others.
You are right that those who care and are kind and loving often get the crap lives, I am testimony to that, but I feel that its us who care who are the ones that matter, not all the ones who dont give a damn about anyone or anything.


I am in the UK too and all I can think of writing this is the river Mersey and that gorgeous scouse accent. I cant stop you doing what you wish to achieve and respect your wishes, but do wish you to know and understand that to lose you will break my heart. If only maybe I could've spoken to you before and got to know you and bandied some thoughts and support back and forth. You say you wish you could help some of us, that would be great, but if you feel your life has genuinely run its course then we have to respect that, however hard.

I am dreading sunrise today as it will mean you will be gone, take care my friend xx

Hey I'm so sorry I'm only reading messages, I really am am not as they would say attention seeking I came her and not to my social media for that reason, Iv planned it from nov I wouldn't leave rest of my family's crimbo ruined each year, I live in a ground floor building and really wary of set up, im truely a life loving person but with my own mind it just got too much, really just taking this time finishing some letters to brother making sure no financial stress left for them. Iv come to terms I can't overcome my deamons I just want to get this ryt. I'm sorry if anyone's felt a burden I truely did not want to do that just go quiet and quick, wish we could have talked truely as you know in the uk there's less availability for simple methods, wanted to be a pussy and take a drink but we can't get that, now iv two set ups so to speak the multigym partial suspension or over the door. Sorry for anyone's stress not my intention at all

 

[Jean4]

Hey I'm so sorry I'm only reading messages, I really am am not as they would say attention seeking I came her and not to my social media for that reason, Iv planned it from nov I wouldn't leave rest of my family's crimbo ruined each year, I live in a ground floor building and really wary of set up, im truely a life loving person but with my own mind it just got too much, really just taking this time finishing some letters to brother making sure no financial stress left for them. Iv come to terms I can't overcome my deamons I just want to get this ryt. I'm sorry if anyone's felt a burden I truely did not want to do that just go quiet and quick, wish we could have talked truely as you know in the uk there's less availability for simple methods, wanted to be a pussy and take a drink but we can't get that, now iv two set ups so to speak the multigym partial suspension or over the door. Sorry for anyone's stress not my intention at all ❤❤

I just wrote you a PM ;)

 

[Readytogo#Broken]

Hey I'm so sorry I'm only reading messages, I really am am not as they would say attention seeking I came her and not to my social media for that reason, Iv planned it from nov I wouldn't leave rest of my family's crimbo ruined each year, I live in a ground floor building and really wary of set up, im truely a life loving person but with my own mind it just got too much, really just taking this time finishing some letters to brother making sure no financial stress left for them. Iv come to terms I can't overcome my deamons I just want to get this ryt. I'm sorry if anyone's felt a burden I truely did not want to do that just go quiet and quick, wish we could have talked truely as you know in the uk there's less availability for simple methods, wanted to be a pussy and take a drink but we can't get that, now iv two set ups so to speak the multigym partial suspension or over the door. Sorry for anyone's stress not my intention at all ❤❤

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[Broken Chimera]

I hope you find peace. And if you change your mind, we're here for you.

 

[Thereisnothing]

Hey I'm so sorry I'm only reading messages, I really am am not as they would say attention seeking I came her and not to my social media for that reason, Iv planned it from nov I wouldn't leave rest of my family's crimbo ruined each year, I live in a ground floor building and really wary of set up, im truely a life loving person but with my own mind it just got too much, really just taking this time finishing some letters to brother making sure no financial stress left for them. Iv come to terms I can't overcome my deamons I just want to get this ryt. I'm sorry if anyone's felt a burden I truely did not want to do that just go quiet and quick, wish we could have talked truely as you know in the uk there's less availability for simple methods, wanted to be a pussy and take a drink but we can't get that, now iv two set ups so to speak the multigym partial suspension or over the door. Sorry for anyone's stress not my intention at all ❤❤

No sweetheart you are in no way at all, attention seeking and you did right coming here and not social media. I am just concerned about you as I know how its is to be so desperate and all the thoughts and emotions. You have not stressed me, I just wish I could hold your hand and be of some help, as I really care.
Please know you are not alone, ever, even if you feel that you are. xx

 

[Readytogo#Broken]

Good luck hope you find peace even if you supposedly mess it up and are still alive afterwards.

Biggest fear ryt now at peace with it that's biggest fear being a veg and burden to family, if I was a wimp I'd be in loft now, have partial suspension set up now. No matter what or how want you all to have your peace, it's crazy a suicide forum and some of the most caring and understanding people iv know are here, you all deserve great lives, if you decide on ctb then you all deserve that beautiful peace perfect peace

No sweetheart you are in no way at all, attention seeking and you did right coming here and not social media. I am just concerned about you as I know how its is to be so desperate and all the thoughts and emotions. You have not stressed me, I just wish I could hold your hand and be of some help, as I really care.
Please know you are not alone, ever, even if you feel that you are. xx

Ah fuck I'm in total tears reading this some of you with all your own issues, still reaching others, unreal the health professionals could learn a thing or two instead of the crap they talk, I'm sorry if added to anyone's personal pain, I simply want a quick exit feel so tired upstairs :-( meds' are useless docs are same this way and knowing it's a door I'm able to open has been the one thing that's stopped the pain the reality that I can go on my terms, I wish I could thank or help you all

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish for you peace in whatever you decide. We're here for you if you need us.