Found my parent's will

[mothercoin]

So I accidentally found a letter from the bank saying that my parents are leaving money to my two younger siblings. My name isn't mentioned at all, just the amount that is going to them.

I don't blame them because I keep acting like a suicidal psycho and continuously ruining my life. I am a bit sad but it gives me greater resolve to go through with my plan and end it.

My grandma also just passed away a few days ago after being sick for a long time. It's not an ideal time to ctb but I might as well get it over with soon, like hopefully this month. There's no point in drawing it out.

I guess they don't expect me to survive longer than them, because I made it clear that I have no desire to live or survive.

 

[j3n4829]

So I accidentally found a letter from the bank saying that my parents are leaving money to my two younger siblings. My name isn't mentioned at all, just the amount that is going to them.

I don't blame them because I keep acting like a suicidal psycho and continuously ruining my life. I am a bit sad but it gives me greater resolve to go through with my plan and end it.

My grandma also just passed away a few days ago after being sick for a long time. It's not an ideal time to ctb but I might as well get it over with soon, like hopefully this month. There's no point in drawing it out.

I guess they don't expect me to survive longer than them, because I made it clear that I have no desire to live or survive.

that must've been a horrible feeling. But when the time comes for you to leave, i hope its successful and goes fast and without pain, i wish you peace

 

[I Can't Say]

Found out my parents had me set up for some kind of... conservatorship? IANAL. But apparently they changed it somehow. Better than nothing, of course, but I guess I'm not considered mentally competent to discuss my own future.

Anyway, I feel you.

 

[Hevn]

My "father" disinherited me from a large inheritance because I am transgender.

@mothercoin
If you have dreams and goals, don't let this occasion be decisive in ctb.