Method FIRST POST: Thinking about overdose, potentially tramadol.

[SaveWizard]

Hey everyone, first post. I've been on and off this site for about 3 years now however i just now made i account, just glad to finally be able to truly be apart of the community. Every platform pushes so much censorship on such a serious topic that can genuinely help and educate people.

Anyways its been getting had lately and i dont have a date or anything, barely have a method which is why im here really. I have a BUNCH of tramadol capsules 100mg each, alcohol. however i am currently trying to get fent because if/when i potentially CTB i want to actually CTB... i really do not want a mistake and have to live any longer after i plan to not. This isnt necessary a urgent thing nor is it something that i think will happen soon i just want info so i can at least have a set method i can do. Like a quit game button, i could maybe never press it however i want the option to.


My preferred way is a OD for i am a druggie who loves opiates and would love my last moments to be nodding off in my room. I just want a way that is completely painless and if possible feels good.

As a backup i genuinely feel like my only other option is to shoot, most likely pistol not a shotgun. I do have a shotgun but i dont really want to do that to my body, not that ill exist so in the end it doesnt matter but yk.

I also heard hanging was a solid option?? though that seems like it would be extremely painful so i really would rather not...just wanna hear what yall think.

I havent done a super amount of research on ctb however from personal drug experience i know tramadol is a weak opiate and probably wouldnt be the best for ctb,(which is why im trying to get fent) But i also know taking a absurd amount of drugs in order to ctb or just in general will cause you to throw it all up and feel like shit for hours,days,weeks or longer/cause permanent brain and other bodily damage. Correct me if im wrong but dont capsules make it where you dont vomit? therefor making you absorb all the drugs and ctb is easier?

for other context i am 160-165, I have had a past with opiates however i have never been on a daily dose for more then a week, and when i used to take tramadol i would take only 2 spread apart by an hour for a decent high, nothing crazy. I have 0 experience with Heroin, fentanyl, and other high opiates. The strongest (and first) opiate i have ever done was oxycodone. I havent taken any opiates in over a few months and that was when i was doing tram a few times. I am currently holding onto a big stash for ctb purposes.

Anyways i will try to update when i can and stay active, love yall.

--off topic but how do i download the app? i press it but nothing happens.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

Welcome to SaSu, and I'm sorry your life's reached the point where you need this site.

At first, overdose is basically considered as a "non-method" that should not be attempted. Because it's very unreliable and likely to end up in physical damages and forcible hospitalization.

Non-methods that should not be attempted

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Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Fentanyl is a bit more reliable than OD but it's not still recommended. Drugs sold on streets can be contaminated with something that does not help you to die. It's also possible that you've developed opioid tolerance and need more drugs to expect the desirable outcome.

Opioid Megathread & Overview

Preamble I wanted to write something similar to Stan's guide to SN but I hesitate to call this a guide because I can't in good conscience make a guide for something so unreliable in terms of access, lethality, and risk of permanent injury. I.e., traumatic brain injury from hypoxia. SN is a far...

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Both hanging and firearms are trustworthy. If you learn the appropriate ways, you'll get closer to success. Please refer the thread below for general information.

Suicide Resource Compilation

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SaSu is a safe place to learn the more peaceful and reliable methods, seek peers or support, and talk about the feeling that make you feel this way without worring about cops and hotlines. I hope you find what you're looking for through this site, no matter what decision you finally takes. Good luck

(...I don't know what "the app" means)
Is this the thing you mean?

What OS is your phone (Android or IOS) and what browser do you use?
I didn't know the app feature was on this website, so I tried it on my Android phone on the IronFox (basically Firefox) browser and it worked for me.
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