Finally ordered SN!

[like-spoiledmilk]

I'm so excited I started cleaning the house, haha. It's the best feeling ever to finally throw all my things away and know this will be over soon. Yippee! I can't wait to make a reservation at a fancy hotel and pickle in a pink bath.

That's all I really wanted to post. I'm just very happy and hopeful for the first time in a long while. I'll keep everyone updated on the big day.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you all the best, I understand why you'd feel relieved.

 

[Light_]

I'm so excited I started cleaning the house, haha. It's the best feeling ever to finally throw all my things away and know this will be over soon. Yippee! I can't wait to make a reservation at a fancy hotel and pickle in a pink bath.

That's all I really wanted to post. I'm just very happy and hopeful for the first time in a long while. I'll keep everyone updated on the big day.

People frequently report feeling euphoria when they think they are going to commit suicide. They don't always go through with it once the high wears off. I'm not saying this is you, but it's very common people feel relief and the best they felt in a long time only to relapse and start the cycle over again or recover and move on.
The hotel and a pink bath.. it sounds like something a innocent person would want. Someone who shouldn't be suffering. Only the best people seem to suffer the worst. Take care.

 

[dreamcatcher90]

and my sn finally has arrived :) feeling relieved indeed.

 

[like-spoiledmilk]

People frequently report feeling euphoria when they think they are going to commit suicide. They don't always go through with it once the high wears off. I'm not saying this is you, but it's very common people feel relief and the best they felt in a long time only to relapse and start the cycle over again or recover and move on.
The hotel and a pink bath.. it sounds like something a innocent person would want. Someone who shouldn't be suffering. Only the best people seem to suffer the worst. Take care.

Thank you for letting me know! I'll make sure to stay at least cognisant of how I'm feeling, then adjust from there. I bet it'll be at least a week before it arrives, in any case.

That's very sweet of you to say, though. I appreciate you :)

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

I am happy for you. Hope all goes well and you don't get a stupid welfare check or anything! And hope it's pure!!!

 

[Light_]

I am happy for you. Hope all goes well and you don't get a stupid welfare check or anything! And hope it's pure!!!

I didn't get a welfare check for SN. I live in the US.

 

[depressia]

мой приедет завтра...незнаю как себя почувствую после того как заберу

 

[mapleboy]

Finally having that option open to you definitely brings a sense of comfort and peace, I'm happy for you, OP! I feel awkward asking but could you pm me your source if you're in the U.S? Can't seem to find any that don't ship exclusively to businesses.

 

[Light_]

I wish you all the best, I understand why you'd feel relieved.

Have you ever considered SN? I see you post a lot on here. Is SN just not something you feel is reliable enough? I know every single one of us seriously wanting out would take N in a second. We all deserve that bare minimum. I don't know of anything besides SN that isn't especially violent. Initially I was going to shoot myself, and I suppose if it starts going haywire with the SN I react badly or something I'll just shoot myself as fast as I can. I don't know if you'll even respond but I wanted to ask.

 

[tauntisha]

I'm so excited I started cleaning the house, haha. It's the best feeling ever to finally throw all my things away and know this will be over soon. Yippee! I can't wait to make a reservation at a fancy hotel and pickle in a pink bath.

That's all I really wanted to post. I'm just very happy and hopeful for the first time in a long while. I'll keep everyone updated on the big day.

please be warey of the fact that when the euphoria of this passes, you may end up changing your mind

nevertheless, i wish you the best of luck, stranger.