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drainganggggg

drainganggggg

life in hell
Oct 12, 2022
22
next year around june-august after i've graduated from school. im going to get in my car to "move" to alaska. i'm going to tell my family im moving to get a job in the fishing industry (an idea that they've talked to me about before) so that they have no suspicions. im going to purchase a shotgun once i arrive due to alaska's incredibly lax gun control laws. then i'm going to drive to a high cliff over the ocean, get out, stand on the edge, and shoot myself off with the shotgun. it's a weird melancholy feeling to finally have your plan picked out, and even weirder when you realize you're actually excited for it.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
I wish you luck with this. Sorry you're suffering. Maybe you'll change your mind at some stage, Alaska is beautiful
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be a relief to have a plan that you feel enthusiastic about. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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drainganggggg

drainganggggg

life in hell
Oct 12, 2022
22
I wish you luck with this. Sorry you're suffering. Maybe you'll change your mind at some stage, Alaska is beautiful
that's actually why i chose alaska, i thought if i can go somewhere that beautiful and still want to ctb then i'll know im making the right choice
 
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Exact Change

Exact Change

A life of mistakes
Nov 6, 2022
175
I'm sorry for your suffering. Alaska is supposed to be beautiful. I've always wanted to visit. I've always thought that if I lived in a place like Alaska my opinion of my life might be a bit different.
 
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drainganggggg

drainganggggg

life in hell
Oct 12, 2022
22
yeah im very excited to go, i've been obsessed with alaska for my whole life so it only makes sense to ctb there
 
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hrsprayqn

hrsprayqn

trying to hold on
Nov 14, 2022
117
yeah im very excited to go, i've been obsessed with alaska for my whole life so it only makes sense to ctb there
safe travels comrade, I hope things pick up for you but if not, godspeed. Always wanted to fly out to the states ideally to ctb myself but no money sadly
 
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ChineseOutcast

謎々
Nov 11, 2022
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I'm sorry for your suffering. Alaska is supposed to be beautiful. I've always wanted to visit. I've always thought that if I lived in a place like Alaska my opinion of my life might be a bit different.
Beautiful places are ideal for ctb, I think
 
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Lonerzepam

Lonerzepam

O'lord! I Have My Doubts
Sep 2, 2022
619
I've also always wanted to visit alaska before all my hopes and dreams got crumbled to dust. I wish you best of luck bro. FTP❤️
 
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drainganggggg

drainganggggg

life in hell
Oct 12, 2022
22
I've also always wanted to visit alaska before all my hopes and dreams got crumbled to dust. I wish you best of luck bro. FTP❤️
thanks man, hope everything works out well for you. FTP and G59 until the grave
 

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