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rigsid

will sell soul for SN
Jan 31, 2026
24
I finally found a SN source. I'm so happy.

Only a few months more of this hell and then I can rest.

Nobody can tell me I didn't try to get help. Nobody can tell me my family, friends, and government didn't abandon me.

It feels so weird to be ecstatically waiting my death, i think because of SI and our anti death culture, but it's really really what I want.

I was worried I'd have to resort to hanging or a train but it looks like I just might be lucky. I'm so glad this site exists :)
 
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Baisley

Student
Jan 18, 2025
199
I am so happy for you. I just wish there was a place to purchase SN on the regular web. I can't navigate or use the DN at all. This means no SN for me which sucks.
 
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rigsid

will sell soul for SN
Jan 31, 2026
24
I am so happy for you. I just wish there was a place to purchase SN on the regular web. I can't navigate or use the DN at all. This means no SN for me which sucks.
You don't necessarily need to use the DN. It is hard to find though. There's clues around here. Good luck.
 
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Baisley

Student
Jan 18, 2025
199
Thank You! I have been on here for quite some time. I have only seen the DN and that SN isn't available on the regular web. Could u send a link to a post stating how to get it otherwise or something?
 
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Neo-UnplugMeNow

Member
Feb 19, 2026
11
Thank You! I have been on here for quite some time. I have only seen the DN and that SN isn't available on the regular web. Could u send a link to a post stating how to get it otherwise or something?
Have a look here, it may help you find what you are looking for. Good luck!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,289
I understand as I also just wish to be free from this hellish, torturous existence, I just want to never suffer ever again, I hope you find the freedom you are searching for.
 

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