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rigsid

rigsid

Hopefully dying on the 14th of March
Jan 31, 2026
110
I finally found a SN source. I'm so happy.

Only a few months more of this hell and then I can rest.

Nobody can tell me I didn't try to get help. Nobody can tell me my family, friends, and government didn't abandon me.

It feels so weird to be ecstatically waiting my death, i think because of SI and our anti death culture, but it's really really what I want.

I was worried I'd have to resort to hanging or a train but it looks like I just might be lucky. I'm so glad this site exists :)
 
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Baisley

Experienced
Jan 18, 2025
215
I am so happy for you. I just wish there was a place to purchase SN on the regular web. I can't navigate or use the DN at all. This means no SN for me which sucks.
 
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rigsid

Hopefully dying on the 14th of March
Jan 31, 2026
110
I am so happy for you. I just wish there was a place to purchase SN on the regular web. I can't navigate or use the DN at all. This means no SN for me which sucks.
You don't necessarily need to use the DN. It is hard to find though. There's clues around here. Good luck.
 
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Baisley

Experienced
Jan 18, 2025
215
Thank You! I have been on here for quite some time. I have only seen the DN and that SN isn't available on the regular web. Could u send a link to a post stating how to get it otherwise or something?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,830
I understand as I also just wish to be free from this hellish, torturous existence, I just want to never suffer ever again, I hope you find the freedom you are searching for.
 

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