Finally Decided to do it

[soonasleep]

Idk if anyone read my last thread and I'm not going to bother tagging this or formatting it properly because wtv. I just wanted to give an update that tmrw night I'm going to shoot myself in the head with a shotgun on the side of the highway. I was going to just jump off the bridge overlooking the highway but I didn't want to risk causing an accident and hurting anyone else. I wanted to kms in a way where I'd get to have memories flash and Ik that won't happen if I destroy my brain, but after reading a lot of replies it sounds like it won't happen either way. Doesn't rlly matter why I'm going to do it anymore and I don't rlly care to talk to anyone on here I just think it might be interesting for ppl to know that someone on here is actually going to do it. Live your best life and chase your dreams don't be so weak as to kill yourself. Idc if that's offensive to you I know I'm weak and ik that's why I'm doing it. Keep working hard I'm sure your dreams will come true if you do just like mine may have but I just do not care to try for something anymore. If I do not post again assume that I did do it and didn't pussy out like every other time I've thought abt it. I wish I could give more details so that you could read any news story or anything that gets posted but again there is a tiny chance I'll pussy out. And again I cannot stress this enough do not waste your life like I did. You CAN be something. Don't lose hope your life will likely be very different from now in 5 years and if you spent all 5 of those years trying and applying yourself then you'll have certainly moved forward. I'm not even 20 yet and I've already given up imagine all the incredible things I could have done. You can do those same things. I'm kinda just rambling now so I'll stop being so hypocritical thank you for reading and I hope I never write here again.

 

[klantedklaw]

wishing u the best

 

[_wishforwings]

You're not even 20 yet?? I'm sorry man. :-( I wish you peace in whatever comes next