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fireplace19

fireplace19

What’s the use of burning red hot?
Feb 7, 2021
37
After a month of really researching and studying I've finally built my ideal ctb method - inert gas (nitrogen) and exit bag.



I am based in nz and had to find a type 50 compatible flowmeter/regulator (thank you guys for helping!). Pvc tubing, oven bags, elastic and toggle and of course the big ol canister of gas.

Now that I have it I feel a bit more reckless with my health and stuff because, well, why does it matter when I can die whenever I want to now.

Only thing is my disability makes it hard to turn the gas on (weak hands) and or lift it out of the closet, so that's worth considering.

Anyone else with a method prepared kinda lost as to what you should do next? Say fuck it and go right away? Do a bunch of things you'd otherwise regret?

Cus of my health I can't really do much out of bed anyway. If I could I'd go to the forest and lie down one more time.
 
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sevennn

sevennn

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Sep 11, 2024
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there are these little carts for the gas tanks. makes it easier to move. maybe something like this?
single-tank-gas-cylinder-cart-a35002j.jpg
 
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NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
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After a month of really researching and studying I've finally built my ideal ctb method - inert gas (nitrogen) and exit bag.



I am based in nz and had to find a type 50 compatible flowmeter/regulator (thank you guys for helping!). Pvc tubing, oven bags, elastic and toggle and of course the big ol canister of gas.

Now that I have it I feel a bit more reckless with my health and stuff because, well, why does it matter when I can die whenever I want to now.

Only thing is my disability makes it hard to turn the gas on (weak hands) and or lift it out of the closet, so that's worth considering.

Anyone else with a method prepared kinda lost as to what you should do next? Say fuck it and go right away? Do a bunch of things you'd otherwise regret?

Cus of my health I can't really do much out of bed anyway. If I could I'd go to the forest and lie down one more time.

Same with me. I was in panic until I gathered up every thing I need for the EB + Nitrogen method, even considered jumping. Now that I can do it anytime I choose I'm relaxed and not in a hurry. I even had time to chicken out twice. Had all the system ready in my car at night ready to drive 15 minutes to the forest and CTB.
Eventually just got it out of mt car and back to storage.
I'm now just waiting for the best opportunity- feel bad enough to actually do it.
 
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fireplace19

fireplace19

What’s the use of burning red hot?
Feb 7, 2021
37
Same with me. I was in panic until I gathered up every thing I need for the EB + Nitrogen method, even considered jumping. Now that I can do it anytime I choose I'm relaxed and not in a hurry. I even had time to chicken out twice. Had all the system ready in my car at night ready to drive 15 minutes to the forest and CTB.
Eventually just got it out of mt car and back to storage.
I'm now just waiting for the best opportunity- feel bad enough to actually do it.
same here. im too weak to just get it over with, but at least its there and ready for when I need it.
 

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