Sorry for my english. I was a big time fentanyl lover. First time I took it was to end thing but it did not work and the feeling was so incredibly wonderful. For a year I took it every day and I didn't care about anything, I was finally happy and my life improved so much (New friendship, drop weight) but I was spending so much money on it(cost me around 400$/day).
I save 2 close friend from OD. When they both wake up they told me that they were feeling so good and slippy. No pain at all. After a year I try to end thing by smoking 1000$ in one night but I was falling asleep before being able to consume enough fenty. I try to inject and it was the same thing.
If you don't pass, you're going to be addicted and if you don't have mom and dad to save your ass and put you on methadone, you're gonna end up homeless. I was an accountant in a big city and now I live in the middle of no where with my mom.
I would not suggest it. It's really hard to inject yourself. At the begging you don't know how to smoke it correctly so you can't CTB with it. It's absolutely NOT like smoking cigarette and weed.
I can relate to you so much. I started using fentanyl and fell in love with it. At first it improved my life so much. I was very happy while using it.
Then it quickly became a daily habit and was very expensive to maintain. I ended up losing everything and had to go into rehab. Unfortunately, I was put on maintenance medication that destroyed my health as I had adverse effects.
I went from being successful, living in a big city, and having a fulfilling life to moving in with my mother in a small town and now I have nothing.
I am so very depressed and have more health issues than ever, which is why I am on here now….I am new here, but I just felt the need to reply to this, as your story sounds so very much like mine.