Fear of failure

[miseryonearth]

I am planning to CTB by hanging on 28th March. I live alone with my mother. I know she will be sad after my death but it's okay I will be free from this stupid life. Life has been always boring so I played video games and somehow completed graduation with economics. I am unemployed loser now who is living on my mother's income. I also have erectile dysfunction so I can't enjoy sex too. It's better I leave this planet. I hope I don't fail doing CTB as I always have been failure.

 

[davidtorez]

It doesnt sound like you've tried helping yourself much ? There's heaps of things you can take and do for erectile dysfunction by the way. My advice is don't give up so easily mate. It is your life however, you do what you think is best.

 

[deadbidaylight]

Are you unemployed due to certain circumstances? Or because you haven't tried to obtain work? Being at home with nothing to contribute, and no passion is obviously going to shit on your mental health, and might also have a lot to do with your erectile dysfunction. It's pretty hard to have a sex life when you live at home with your mother and never leave the house.

I think before you decide to CTB, you should really try to break out of your comfort zone and try and find some semblance of a life. There is so much to live for and experience outside of your mother's house. Firstly, getting a job and making your own income will do wonders for your self esteem. I would definitely start there. Leave the house.

 

[finnago]

I feel you man, I'm gonna ctb soon aswell hopefully my si doesn't kick in and fuck it up.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.