At this point, it doesn't matter why - and that is completely okay!
You have absolutely nothing to be sorry about!
We'll be happy to get them.
Is there somewhere else you can go ...
- tonight?
- for the weekend?
- until you hear back on the report that you got filed?
Regardless, I suspect you feel a bit defeated, and
that's okay, as deadbehindtheeyes12 said, "there's always another bus"!
I really do want you to experience the freedom that comes from truly being on your own. (Again, it's not as free as most adults would want, and it certainly isn't without it's own stress and anxiety, but it's something that I think everyone should experience before getting married, going off to boot camp, and most definitely before CTB because of an abuse parental home!)