Friday is my last but also my first

[PizzaManDan]

I posted on here that I was going to wait till my 40th birthday in august but decided that this Friday the 3rd is it.
Every day I'm feeling more tired and still alone.
I want to enjoy fireworks tonight with my kids.
Thursday I will have lunch with my parents and call my brother and sister.

I'm ok. I will be fine. Maybe this is my journey.


I hope everyone takes care of them selves and thank you for letting me write a few post and this group hearing me out.

I hope nothing but the best for everyone and I'll see you all one day

PizzaManDan signing out!

 

[depressedinsomniac]

what method? What is causing you to push up your schedule (curious)? I hope you find peace.

 

[PizzaManDan]

what method? What is causing you to push up your schedule (curious)? I hope you find peace.

I'm going to shoot myself. Either chest or head I'll decide in the moment

I'm going to shoot myself. Either chest or head I'll decide in the moment

I will be in peace and in my paradise

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best as well, I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence.