Exhausted

[TraurigerClown]

Sorry for bothering you with my shit and stuff but im so exhausted and hopefully writing this down ease some pressure from me....!!
I mean my date is kind of fix, the Ticket for the Bus is literally in my pocket, been researching some nice place to do it with a friend!

But the last 2 days im so exhausted and i have trouble sleeping, breathing, even keeping eyes open costs me a hell of effort.
Yesterday i talked to my cousin which i give my PC and he kind of knows im going in a few weeks, cuz i looked over my shoulder the other day while writing here with you guys and he understands me. But still, there is this knot in my stomach, my throat and my migraine is more and more present these last few days.

This last few hours i even thought about hanging myself imidiatly without caring about the friend i talked about doing it together but i chickend cuz i gave him my word and i have nothing more valuable than my word...even if im a worthless coward!

Im sorry my english is so bad and once more...im sorry for whining here about my shit in your forum guys!

But im thankful to be part of this community

 

[Pentobarbital_Plz]

This forum is not a VIP club! Thx 4 sharing. :)
Your friend is fortunate to have someone willing to wait for them.
May you find the energy you need and may both of you find True Peace when the time comes <3

 

[No longer suicidal😁]

This website is for anyone like us, don't feel like you're bothering us here at all. Having a friend to do it with is definitely a comforting way to go. Whether you both choose to ctb or not, I wish you peace either way.

 

[FuneralCry]

You are fortunate to have someone who understands how you feel and accepts your wish to die. I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you both find the freedom that you wish for.