foreverfalling
Experienced
- Jul 22, 2022
- 292
Everything is a lie, I am so tired of living through this and having to fight every second of my life. I am naive and get taken advantage of constantly. I need to always keep my guard up but I still fail.
Every single interaction in the world is one of people constantly taking advantage, a fight for their own survival. Even buying a simple item at the grocery store. The price discounts are designed to lure you in, and the grocery stores work together to adjust prices at the same time. Buying food to eat, always getting more expensive and portions getting smaller. At work I am being made to do more with less pay. My co workers trying to look good in front of the boss. The electricity company charging me what I didn't use and making it impossible to fix the issue. Everyone is pretending to be someone they aren't.
I don't believe in relationships anymore. It is just a way for two people to try to get what they want. Another transaction. There is no such thing as loyalty. I know this because I know myself I am just the same, just another horrible person trying to take advantage for myself as much as I can to make it in this world. Albeit I think I am too nice and always getting the short straw. I actually don't want to hurt people or take advantage. I want people to do things because they want to.
There is no other way for the world to work, because that is how humans are designed. I don't want to live in this world. It has traumtised me so much.
Every single interaction in the world is one of people constantly taking advantage, a fight for their own survival. Even buying a simple item at the grocery store. The price discounts are designed to lure you in, and the grocery stores work together to adjust prices at the same time. Buying food to eat, always getting more expensive and portions getting smaller. At work I am being made to do more with less pay. My co workers trying to look good in front of the boss. The electricity company charging me what I didn't use and making it impossible to fix the issue. Everyone is pretending to be someone they aren't.
I don't believe in relationships anymore. It is just a way for two people to try to get what they want. Another transaction. There is no such thing as loyalty. I know this because I know myself I am just the same, just another horrible person trying to take advantage for myself as much as I can to make it in this world. Albeit I think I am too nice and always getting the short straw. I actually don't want to hurt people or take advantage. I want people to do things because they want to.
There is no other way for the world to work, because that is how humans are designed. I don't want to live in this world. It has traumtised me so much.
