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HunterTheShark

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Nov 7, 2023
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So yeah, i think im gonna kill myself soon i just cant take it anymore, too much going on in my life, i was getting better some month ago, i was so proud of myself for finally getting better but i wasnt, so yeah i kinda need painless way to die and not too graphic, i still live with my parent and i love them to death, i don't want to hurt them but i want to go so bad.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,333
It's really understandable not wishing to suffer anymore in this existence, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
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The random spurts of optimism make it even worse. It's like a momentary tease of happiness or relief before suicidality sets back in to prevent permanent numbness. Just to make the toture even worse.
 
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