Eden2k-Update:Taken SN

[Lara Francis]

Yes a community treatment order can be given but only after a discharge from a section I believe and not a voluntary stay.

 

[Witt Smith]

The Mental health team is a bitch logic never wins try get out sooner by displaying good behavior.

 

[Eden2k]

I am sorry to hear this.
I hope you are not in too much pain physically.
You did well to neck down the sn as I find its so horrible to taste.
Please take anti emetics beforehand if you are trying again.I got mine from the gp when telling them i had been feeling sick for a few days.
It sounds like they are holding you on an emergency section which they can step up to a section 2 or 3 tomorrow when you see the consultant.i am from the north west too and once you have been hospitalised it can be frustrating trying to get yourself discharged.it is even harder if you are on a section 2 or 3 as you have to go through a tribunal if you want out before they think you are ready.my advice to you would be to agree to stay voluntary so that you will be under less restrictions and keep you head down for a few days and convince them you are OK.They may give you leave off the ward if they think you are improving but don't talk about suicide and play it cool.
I too have been in you position and know how the system works.
Good luck,much love x

Definitely going to play it cool. Fortunately, I moved out of area a few months ago, and haven't yet changed my address with doctors surgery or hospital. I've been staying with my mother for the last few months. They only have her address and my mother has only been to my new home once with me and doesn't know the address and wouldn't know how to find it. As long as I can get leave, or discharged sooner, then I can head to my home, take even more of the SN that I hid on Friday, then "whoops too late."

 

[Miss clefable]

Hugs sorry it failed :(

 

[Eden2k]

Yes a community treatment order can be given but only after a discharge from a section I believe and not a voluntary stay.

I try to be calm when dealing with these fuck-wits, but as soon as they say something stupid or patronising, then Mr Calm takes a vacation. Arrgghhh!

 

[Lara Francis]

I try to be calm when dealing with these fuck-wits, but as soon as they say something stupid or patronising, then Mr Calm takes a vacation. Arrgghhh!

I get that.it just goes to show their complete lack of understanding.

 

[Jodes]

I try to be calm when dealing with these fuck-wits, but as soon as they say something stupid or patronising, then Mr Calm takes a vacation. Arrgghhh!

I could no longer hold myself back now either I think, so it my time to go

 

[Eden2k]

Just heard a nurse say to her colleague, "she is spending an awfully long time on her phone." I'm mentally unwell not deaf you dumb ass.

 

[Miss clefable]

Just heard a nurse say to her colleague, "she is spending an awfully long time on her phone." I'm mentally unwell not deaf you dumb ass.

Wtf

 

[Deivis]

They're covering their ass, thats what it is....
In case you go ape, none of them brain butchers want to take responsibility, I suppose.

I'd been there once after a failed attempt (when I was 17). And the fucker asked "Are you sure you're not going to retry?". So I said "Yes yes Sir, it was a mistake". Thats what they want to hear. The moment I walked away, they've already forgotten me.

 

[Lara Francis]

Just heard a nurse say to her colleague, "she is spending an awfully long time on her phone." I'm mentally unwell not deaf you dumb ass.

Are you using their internet ?

 

[Jodes]

I bang my against a wall for hours one of the first nights, waiting for them to give me a paracetamol for a fucking migraine. And not without them thinking i just want attention and waiting an hour to even call the doctor

 

[Sinbad]

I'm sorry that all happened. It sounded like an awful experience.

If you don't mind me asking, were you in physical pain? If so, how severe was it?

I hope she will answer your question.
We know so little about SN's effect after consumption.

 

[Eden2k]

Wtf

I don't think I'm on the nurses Christmas card list now. Just told her I'm on amazon buying her a book called "idiots in the health profession- for dummies."

 

[Lara Francis]

Once I tried to log onto the hospital Internet. soon as I typed suicide forum it threw me off saying it was not an appropriate request and it had been reported!
I was no longer allowed to go on the Internet but kept my phone.

 

[Eden2k]

I hope she will answer your question.
We know so little about SN's effect after consumption.

I wasn't in any immediate pain after taking SN, until I fully came round in the hospital. I'm assuming due to lack of oxygen. Pain mainly generated in my head and lower part of my back.

 

[Eden2k]

Once I tried to log onto the hospital Internet. soon as I typed suicide forum it threw me off saying it was not an appropriate request and it had been reported!
I was no longer allowed to go on the Internet but kept my phone.

I have 14gb of internet data on my phone. Should do for what I have to pay each month.

 

[Miss clefable]

We are just desperate souls trying to escape why don't they get that

 

[Witt Smith]

I have 14gb of internet data on my phone. Should do for what I have to pay each month.

Have you thought about trying Nembutal its more reliable

 

[Eden2k]

Have you thought about trying Nembutal its more reliable

In an ideal world, but don't see the point when there are others things that will do the job, easier to get hold off in a short space of time and don't cost the earth.

 

[Lara Francis]

I have 14gb of internet data on my phone. Should do for what I have to pay each month.

Thats good, mine ran out but I was on here too until that point.r the other patients ok.are you on 15 min obs ?

 

[sadsoul]

I'm sorry it failed :/ The mental health system completely sucks, I hope you will regain your freedom soon.

 

[Eden2k]

In an ideal world, but don't see the point when there are others things that will do the job, easier to get hold off in a short space of time and don't cost the earth.

Thats good, mine ran out but I was on here too until that point.r the other patients ok.are you on 15 min obs ?

I don't have a clue if I'm on obs. They don't say much. I get the impression that the nursing staff are uncomfortable by my presence.

 

[Lara Francis]

I don't have a clue if I'm on obs. They don't say much. I get the impression that the nursing staff are uncomfortable by my presence.

Did you rehome your cat ?

 

[Eden2k]

Thats good, mine ran out but I was on here too until that point.r the other patients ok.are you on 15 min obs ?

If my bed was any closer to the nurses station, I'd be laying on their desk.

 

[OfficerK]

Do you mind me asking how tall you are and approximately how much you weigh?

I'm sorry if all these questions make you feel like a guinea pig.

 

[Trashcan]

I wasn't in any immediate pain after taking SN, until I fully came round in the hospital. I'm assuming due to lack of oxygen. Pain mainly generated in my head and lower part of my back.

Was the pain severe? Moderate? Mild? Sorry to ask you so many questions. SN is my backup method if the exit bag fails. But if you aren't to asking answering these questions, that's okay. <3

 

[Eden2k]

Was the pain severe? Moderate? Mild? Sorry to ask you so many questions. SN is my backup method if the exit bag fails. But if you aren't to asking answering these questions, that's okay. <3

The pain fluctuated between moderate to severe, but lucky for me I have a high pain threshold. The longer I was receiving oxygen and whatever was in the iv, the pain began to subside.

 

[Eden2k]

Do you mind me asking how tall you are and approximately how much you weigh?

I'm sorry if all these questions make you feel like a guinea pig.

Height 5-foot 7 inches
Weight 61kg

 

[ChemicallyCalm]

Thank you so much for taking the time to update us Eden.

A question if I may. Do you think you'd of ctb if you weren't found despite the extreme vomiting?