dying is hard, living is harder.

[conversation]

I don't want to live anymore, it gets harder and harder every single day to wake up. I have a horrible relationship with my mother and my parents, I feel empty and so frusturated with everything in my life. i hate it here. my relationship with my mother gets worse and worse every time we speak and I feel like I have no outlet, the people in my life im supposed to trust and love, I don't see any trust in. I resent my mother for birthing me into a hopeless world with shitty people. I have school and colleagues, however I feel so out of place in the very area that I am supposed to "belong" in.
Suicide is my only answer and im hoping to CBT before the new year.
thank you for listening.

 

[Worndown]

I will hope things can get better for you.

Do you have a method? They all need some planning and preparation to succeed the first time.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's certainly understandable just wishing to be free from all the suffering, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.