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lillmonix3

lillmonix3

Death as an end in itself
Aug 14, 2023
110
When I started to get depressed, I started constantly inventing fictional worlds At first I did it before bed I did it every night. I came up with different situations in which I was Then I started doing it on a day when I do some monotonous work.I literally cry when I do it. Sometimes it happens that I fantasize about something normal, but most of the time I dream about my death or some disasters.


Who has this happened to?You like it?


Personally, I like it very much, I spend 3 hours on it before going to bed.
 
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Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
992
I have a similar thing happen to me and it makes things interesting on any odd given day. Sometimes, it's comforting and other times it can suck because something may not have felt right in said world or there's an off feeling about it. Then again, I guess maladaptive escapism exists as a thing for a reason. I wasn't aware people don't normally space off into vividly defined worlds for weeks and months on end.
 

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