Venting Dreading New Years?

[Mx_Pathetic]

Anyone else dreading new years?
Ive hated new years for most of my life, the disgust I feel knowing I've made it through another year and have to attempt to do it all again the next year...ugh

 

[Death is my goal]

no, never cared about it, new year or not same shit.

 

[yowai]

I don't like it nor the christmas, the last time I enjoyed that time of the year was when I was a little kid. All my new year's eves sucked (except for maybe one or two) and the people celebrating it loudly with fireworks make me feel lonely + it's the end of the year and I think about what did I even accomplish that entire time

 

[Metalhead]

Honestly can't remember the last time I celebrated it, I loathe Xmas & New year

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as I'd personally never wish to suffer in this existence, I'll always find it such a cruel, futile burden to exist at all, all I wish for is to cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again but of course the suffering just continues and I always have so much dread for what lies ahead. I'll always find it so dreadful to exist no matter what especially as there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel in this existence that can continue for so long, it terrifies me how the suffering can continue for so much longer, to me existence truly does feel like the most cruel, terrible mistake and more than anything I wish I was never forced into it, I'd never wish to be conscious in this existence, I find it so undesirable to exist and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[foreverlanguish]

I am for sure. Not only does New Year's with all the cheery and non lonely people having fun and celebrating life make me feel lonely, but it just gives that reminder that you're still here living and breathing the new year, and it sucks.