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weishenme
Aut viam inveniam aut faciam
- Apr 27, 2026
- 27
I can't wait to get SN, I'm so tired of living cs I just realized I don't got nobody and it's my fault cs im a selfish bad person.
Before I just wanted to die, but now I just realized I need to die, I deserve to die, cs im nothing but a shitty person.
I wish I wasn't so indecisive about it, cs I know I should die but a stupid part of me still wants to live, but I don't want reason to stay. I really hate that tbh.
If I ctb without benzos and instead I use ibuprofen or paracetamol, will I die with less pain?
I don't want this to hurt anymore, I'm so tired of everything, of trying and falling, of not trying and getting mad 4 not trying. I wish I wasn't here.
Before I just wanted to die, but now I just realized I need to die, I deserve to die, cs im nothing but a shitty person.
I wish I wasn't so indecisive about it, cs I know I should die but a stupid part of me still wants to live, but I don't want reason to stay. I really hate that tbh.
If I ctb without benzos and instead I use ibuprofen or paracetamol, will I die with less pain?
I don't want this to hurt anymore, I'm so tired of everything, of trying and falling, of not trying and getting mad 4 not trying. I wish I wasn't here.