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Blackrose23

Member
Jul 10, 2021
60
I would like to CTB with sleeping medication. I heard Barbiturates (a class of sleeping medication) works the best to CTB. I thought about going to a doctor to ask for sleep medication to 'cure insomnia' but I don't know how to ask for Barbiturates specifically without causing red flags.

Are there tips for being specific ask getting a prescription from a doctor? Or is there a way to get sleeping pills without a prescription?

I would like tips on how to get sleeping pills good for CTB.
 
MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

I'm in hell
Jul 23, 2022
4,718
No doctor is going to prescribe you barbiturates anymore. Modern sleeping pills are not suited for suicide. You'll have to buy them illegally but currently availability seems to be a problem.
 
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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
431
Wouldn't we all! What your talking about is Nembutal which is no longer sold, was outdated long ago due to having a risk of death. Your doctor might give you sleeping pills but I doubt they will cause you to ctb. I haven't seen any sleeping pills listed on here as potential ctb sources, but I guess you can do your own research and find out..
 
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Disaster

Experienced
Jan 24, 2023
289
the usage of those is restricted. Currently this class of medication is mostly used for anesthesia or for euthanasia (including putting animals down), so they are not used as pills and not given to a patient to use at home. It used to be possible to buy veterinary liquid (intended for injections, but people used it orally to ctb) in some pet stores in Mexico, or it was shipped (it is a scheduled narcotic and one could be prosecuted for drug crimes for ordering it or traveling through the border with it), but there are some supply issues now that basically make it unavailable even to really rich people.
You still could be euthanized with it in the countries that offer assisted suicide and euthanasia, if you qualify (having a terminal illness etc.), but if course it costs a lot, like really A LOT, and not everyone qualifies.
Unfortunately other methods aren't as peaceful as this, but barbiturates is not a thing for most people now. You'd probably need to research other options.
 
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FadingFast2023

Member
Feb 11, 2023
53
My father had terminal cancer and got a large prescription for Seconal. Died very peacefully in his sleep. He folded his hands on his chest where they remained until he passed. I think the closest we can get to this today is loading up on a benzo and drinking the SN before it completely knocks you out.
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
It's apparently still possible to get the barbiturate Phenobarbital. But getting the required amount to CTB (10g minimum) can be insanely expensive, unless if you're fortunate enough to come across the ever elusive Barbital-100, said to contain 100 tablets containing 100mg of Phenobarbital each.

I've been lucky and found some Barbital-100 on the dark net and ordered 2 boxes 2 days ago. Hoping they'll arrive in about 2-3 weeks time.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
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On the dark nets main markets its pretty easy to get nemubtal and other barbiturates.

There is a sticky thread about how to get going.

Make sure you do your research, only use highly rated sellers, use escrow etc.
 
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Blackrose23

Member
Jul 10, 2021
60
On the dark nets main markets its pretty easy to get nemubtal and other barbiturates.

There is a sticky thread about how to get going.

Make sure you do your research, only use highly rated sellers, use escrow etc.
Could I have a link to the thread?
 

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