• Hey Guest,

    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
8,945
I honestly don't care about anything. I don't give a fuck. I just feel bored all the time. Life is so boring. I also feel empty, like there's a void inside me. I prefer emptiness to sadness though. I'd rather feel nothing than be depressed again
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Sitting in the darkness.
Feb 28, 2023
1,005
I also feel bored and numb to emotion, it's very tiring to exist against your will for a long time, and there's no sign of anything changing. I am constantly waiting for something to happen. I'm glad you no longer feel depressed, I hope you don't suffer like that in the future.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,177
I'm incapable of caring about much anymore. I used to care a lot about a lot of things, kind of miss it but I'm at a total loss of what to do about it.
 
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Hotsackage

Paragon
Mar 11, 2019
964
As one goes along one simply becomes a void to anything, at least in my case
 
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QueerMelancholy

QueerMelancholy

Mage
Jul 29, 2023
534
I think I'm still trying to figure out what is even worth caring about anymore. A lot of things are out of my control so caring about those things seems like a waste of caring.

I can care about myself the most. I try to do that. To care about me and my environment. That has helped. The world outside these walls, outside my head, doesn't really need me to care about it. It will go on.

But if I stop caring about myself things get worse for me and it all gets a little harder than I think it should be.

I think I'm still trying to figure it out.
 
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tsykoais

tsykoais

i can't drown my demons they know how to swim
Apr 9, 2023
124
i cared about everyone and everything until i realize no one cared about me
 
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LowLevelChimp

LowLevelChimp

Just your average pos
Jul 18, 2022
52
I can't try anymore, the more I open up to people the more they use it against me. I just can't allow myself to care anymore I'm simply done.
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Elementalist
Apr 15, 2024
820
I prefer emptiness to sadness though. I'd rather feel nothing than be depressed again
This! I'm glad I'm not alone feeling this. Sadness feels so painful to me, in my whole body that I prefer feeling nothing. When I have periods of apathy, I prefer it, although when the emptiness starts going all the way to anhedonia I am so bored that I can only think of drinking or ctb.
 
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timetodie24

Warlock
Apr 14, 2023
737
Yeah I just feel nothing about life . It just happens to me rather than participating in it and all feels so pointless.
 
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drag201

drag201

Member
Oct 15, 2023
59
Sadly yes and it's a bit debilitating. I can't bring myself to care about my life or what happens with it, if I live or die tomorrow, about my health, about the things around me, about what I do with my day... etc. Nothing excites or interests me at all and because of that every day blends into one boring uneventful and grey feeling life. It's a feeling I think is impossible to let go of unfortunately.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,858
Same here, life is just so boring and uninteresting. I'm bored 24/7... sigh. Life is just so exhausting and boring.
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

Student
Jul 25, 2024
166
caring is a huge burden sometimes, it's exhausting doing it, pretty sure depression does that, oh lovely brain why were you born all fucked up...*sigh*
 
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etherealspring

etherealspring

can someone just kill me already
Mar 27, 2024
211
i stopped caring a long time ago. i mostly feel nothing. sometimes tiredness or boredom. when im sad or angry or crying, im almost relieved that im feeling anything at all. that being said, im mostly apathetic towards life as a whole. it feels meaningless and even small things feel exhausting. i just care about getting from one day to the next, until i no longer have to anymore. nothing else matters
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Visionary
Jan 1, 2024
2,590
I havent given a damn in years I eat like shit , waste my money on stupid shit , and just lay around on the couch all day and dont care about the future
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,487
I wish I could care less about certain things. It would make anxiety much less of an issue. I do often get bored from time to time but the benefit of being stupid and ignorant is that I'm easily amused even by trivial things.
 
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hxtel

hxtel

Hotel
Jul 29, 2024
31
I don't care about certain things like for instance I often go walks alone hoping I get stabbed or beaten up mugged etc because I just feel like it would make me happy to see myself suffer physically. But at the same time I care so much about things like rejections and people leaving my life, it can make me go from ok to "I need to kms rn".
 
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Morte

Morte

Specialist
Nov 23, 2023
347
I feel like I'm forced to care, because I can't ctb, so all I have left is to cling to this world.
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
401
I feel like I'm on auto pilot, save for certain moments. I don't care about anything like I used to.
 

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