I voted 'never'. It was between that and 'rarely'. Honestly I can easily see things getting even worse at this point. I'm 56, already way past my prime and middle age hit me really hard never mind being proper old. I have a grown son and am undecided whether that's a good enough reason to stick around, drifting through this hellish limbo like an unquiet spirit. Maybe I can have hope for him instead of myself, idk.