Does anybody else just have no energy to even grab or open their pill bottles?

[Fragile]

i'm strugling with this, and i'ts getting to the point where i can't even bring myself to eat!

i really want to get to my CTB day with at least some health and energy left, but i'ts getting harder and harder, and i have to wait at least 2 more months before i can do it, can't ruin my mom's birthday and christmas.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Yes. I lack a lot of energy even for doing SN research. I'm sleeping arou d 10-12 hours everyday... Fuck!

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Yes, everything seems like a chore. These days I barely make myself go to college. I manage it and my attendance is perfect but still.
Even browsing youtube feels tiring.

 

[Moonicide]

Absolutely. Just the fact alone I have to take pills all day is exhausting. Morning, afternoon, and night.... Opening my pill bottles are a constant reminder of the quality of life I live. I often wonder what it's like to wake up and not have to worry about medication or even missing a dose, not dealing with withdrawals, etc.