Discussion Do you want to be 'helped'? Poll

[sorrowed_ender]

I want to be alive. I want to end these thoughts. I feel very different compared to the majority of these forums cus Im literally just here to vent. If recovery ever comes my way I will 100% take the chances, even if the odds are slim.

 

[Mr. Incapable]

Nope. Even if I won a million on the lottery I'd still wish I was gone. I hate myself, my past, my future, my body, my brain. It wouldn't be worth it for me

 

[Bitterman1996]

Not voting/unsure. Technically i have all the "help" there is—i am housed and fed. I am alive. Lonely? Maybe, but that's just the problem with feeling disconnected with people.

Well, the source of my own incompetence is me. Even if i am seeing a therapist tomorrow, i dont think i would religiously follow it up. Havent tried medicating myself for a long time though..

Having a friend to share this thoughts would help but then i am afraid i would affect them negatively

 

[suprswag]

I guess I do have "help". I have a therapist, and I'm going to see a psychiatrist soon. therapy has helped a bit, I would have likely been gone by now if it wasn't for therapy, although I think it hasn't done much, besides give me better coping skills.