
Ambivalent1
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- Apr 17, 2023
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Why is your hand gripping the book so tightly?Laugh reacting cause I was discussing this author with someone yesterday, laughing = funny cause coincidental.
Anyway, no. I only read manga at most these days. Bought this the other day
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You read the prophetic books? I've read almost everything but that. They're so boring and tedious.Yes, I read about 15 books a year, mostly non-fiction about history, sociology, philosophy, etc. usually with a couple fiction books thrown in there too.
Currently though I'm finishing up the Bible, on the gospel of Luke now. I started reading it last year out of curiosity even though I'm not a Christian. It has been an eye-opening read, not because it was good or particularly wise or anything, but because it has made me more culturally literate.
I can't lie, I did skip some of those lol, as you said it just got too tedious and repetitive. I watched these secular analysis videos of them instead.You read the prophetic books? I've read almost everything but that. They're so boring and tedious.
oooo~ me too! :D It's because manga generally have much more light-hearted plots, comedy, and stuff than actual books! :/ Real books are all so dramatic and dark, and I don't like that at all! >_< Plus, I know how to search for manga fit for me than books too~ Altho, I really would like to get into books too! ^_^Laugh reacting cause I was discussing this author with someone yesterday, laughing = funny cause coincidental.
Anyway, no. I only read manga at most these days. Bought this the other day
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I'm so jealousLaugh reacting cause I was discussing this author with someone yesterday, laughing = funny cause coincidental.
Anyway, no. I only read manga at most these days. Bought this the other day
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To deprogram from christianity and I've done it. The old testament prophecies Jesus supposedly fulfilled in Matthew are bullshit. When read in their old testament context, they're not prophecies about Jesus.I can't lie, I did skip some of those lol, as you said it just got too tedious and repetitive. I watched these secular analysis videos of them instead.
@Ambivalent1 what got you into reading it?
Deconstruction processes can be tough, good on you for going straight to the source material.To deprogram from christianity and I've done it. The old testament prophecies Jesus supposedly fulfilled in Matthew are bullshit. When read in their old testament context, they're not prophecies about Jesus.
For years I read what others had to say like Richard Dawkins, etc. But then I thought to inquire as to why Jews don't accept Jesus. That's where I learned that Judaism is a lot different than I was taught. Theres no devil or hell in Judaism for example. Rabbi tovia singer on YouTube points out the discrepancies between the two faiths. And just looking at the source on one's own is good too.Deconstruction processes can be tough, good on you for going straight to the source material.
Yeah, it's very obvious when you read the Gospels that they were written with an agenda.
It has been very interesting for me to contrast the mythical figure of Jesus and the actual Jesus portrayed in the Bible. When you read the latter in context, Jesus becomes just a disobedient and self-righteous Jew lol, no wonder the Pharisees didn't like him. Like in Luke 37 he's invited to dinner by a Pharisee and then he proceeds to flout their custom and insult them all, it's wild.For years I read what others had to say like Richard Dawkins, etc. But then I thought to inquire as to why Jews don't accept Jesus. That's where I learned that Judaism is a lot different than I realized. Theres no devil or hell in Judaism for example. Rabbi tovia singer on YouTube points out the discrepancies between the two faiths. And just looking at the source on one's own is good too.
Jesus is an asshole. Cursing a fig tree that wasn't in season, being racist to the Syrian woman by calling her a dog. He's also arrogant as hell and talks down to everyone.It has been very interesting for me to contrast the mythical figure of Jesus and the actual Jesus portrayed in the Bible. When you read the latter in context, Jesus becomes just a disobedient and self-righteous Jew lol, no wonder the Pharisees didn't like him. Like in Luke 37 he's invited to dinner by a Pharisee and then he proceeds to flout their custom and insult them all, it's wild.
Yeah it's also been interesting to see how a lot of Christian concepts, like heaven/hell or the virgin birth, have no basis in the OT.
The worst has got to be Luke 12:51-53: "Do you think I came to bring peace on earth? No, I tell you, but division. From now on there will be five in one family divided against each other, three against two and two against three. They will be divided, father against son and son against father, mother against daughter and daughter against mother, mother-in-law against daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law against mother-in-law."Jesus is an asshole. Cursing a fig tree that wasn't in season, being racist to the Syrian woman by calling her a dog. He's also arrogant as hell and talks down to everyone.
John 15:14 " you are my friends if you do what I command." Haha
Heaven isn't in the sky. That's the divine court. It's on the new earth, which doesn't have mountains or an ocean lol. And hell isn't eternal. "for the wages of sin is death but the gift of god is eternal life" and Jesus talks about the chaff being gathered and burnt up.
Yeah, the ignorance around Christianity is immense.
Matthew 12:48-50
"Your mother and brothers are at the door. Jesus responds, "who are my mother and brothers but those who do the will of God?" Weird
Yeah he's not a hippie lol. He's moody. The book of John is written differently than the other gospels. It's more theological and Jesus is very repetitive with the whole "I come from the father. The father is in me and I in the father. I do what the father asks of me. If you loved him, you'd believe in me for I came down from heaven" etcThe worst has got to be Luke 12:51-53: "Do you think I came to bring peace on earth? No, I tell you, but division. From now on there will be five in one family divided against each other, three against two and two against three. They will be divided, father against son and son against father, mother against daughter and daughter against mother, mother-in-law against daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law against mother-in-law."
Of course, the peace-love-forgiveness Jesus does exist in the Bible as well, but his character is so contradictory (especially between gospels) that you can pretty much make of him what you want.
Be smart. Reach for the stars and land on theI used to read when I was a kid but I lost the habit of doing so. I would read for an hour every morning when I first woke up. I would also read after school. My favorite genre was fantasy and I would immerse myself into fantasy worlds. However, as I got older, my attention span decreased to the point where I can't concentrate at all. I don't have the focus or concentration to get through a book unless it's interesting enough. I think I also stopped reading in an effort to seem less smart because I believed that reading was for nerds. I was shamed and bullied for being smart during middle school. The other kids would take my progress report/report card and look at my 100s. I made a conscious effort to appear less brainy because I didn't want to seem like a nerd. Now, I want to seem smart again but I think I'm a fake intellectual lol
A classics fanI LOVE reading, right now Im reading "The Picture of Dorian Gray", I finished "The Great Gatsby" a couple of days ago (loved it), and the last book I read that I cant stop thinking about is "The Secret History" by Donna Tartt, amazing book.
Never read any Kafka but its definetly in my list, Im very interested in "The trial" aside from the obvious one ("Metamorphosis").