Do you guys ever…?

[Roseate]

Do you guys ever go through the getting better stage where it doesn't feel completely hopeless, but you're stuck in a cycle that's not quite living yet…? And you crave normal fun and normal mistake? I'm craving so much fun that I've missed out on, and now I'm almost in my mid 20s, I feel bored with life… and it's messing with my mental health. I try, and I want to but nothing seems exciting or dangerous enough and I need to make some fun mistakes, and that's the problem. How do you even began to think of such things? Either way it's getting me to go back to old bad habits

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Sounds like bpd cycles

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

no I don't want anything in this world. And will never

 

[Roseate]

Sounds like bpd cycles

Borderline? Nah. It's just never living, always forced to be responsible then you realize you could've been living and making memories cuz if I die today, I've done nothing. There is no one happy memory I can look back on. Childhood didn't even feel like a childhood. Teens years were non existent.

no I don't want anything in this world. And will never

Um oh. Okay.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Borderline? Nah. It's just never living, always forced to be responsible then you realize you could've been living and making memories cuz if I die today, I've done nothing. There is no one happy memory I can look back on. Childhood didn't even feel like a childhood. Teens years were non existent.

Um oh. Okay.

Exactly what I said hun

 

[Roseate]

Exactly what I said hun

Idk diagnosing someone is a bit extreme. Like borderline is much more than that and I was in therapy for years, like most of my teen/young adult life and they'd have caught it. Maybe I just want to have fun. Maybe I'm just experiencing a burn out from always having to be mature from a young age.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Idk diagnosing someone is a bit extreme. Like borderline is much more than that and I was in therapy for years, like most of my teen/young adult life and they'd have caught it. Maybe I just want to have fun. Maybe I'm just experiencing a burn out from always having to be mature from a young age.

Ehhhhhhh every word you've said has basically described bpd or quiet bpd