Been suicidal since 2015, my only thing keeping me alive at that time was the new Star Wars Saga but it ended up being like shit, they destroyed the universe I cared so much about since 5y old. I've watched the Original Trilogy like at least 40 times.
That was my only motivation to stay alive, and then there was my cat but yeah my cat died and starwars ended up being a total destruction.
So now nothing attach me to this word anymore