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Lost Impact

Lost Impact

A Singular Atonement
Oct 31, 2023
281
i don't care about clothes because i don't have anything nice anyway, but i at least wanna be pretty before i die. the investigation would probably be thorough and if they're gonna take so many photos of my body, i'd like to not look so busted.
 
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Yakui

Yakui

i stole some bugs to feed my refrigerator
Feb 4, 2023
1,897
Yep. I am very particular about my suicide. I have an outfit in mind.
Should be noted that I am a trans woman as well, so this influences things.
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
679
title. do you care?
personally i don't, im probably dying in a hoodie and some sweatpants. i know some people stress over and plan their appearance before dying.
Nah I just need to be warm out here since I'm homeless. It'll definitely look weird but it's whatever
 
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nihacc

nihacc

Member
May 2, 2026
15
I've actually been thinking about this quite a bit. I'm definitely going to wear camo pants, half for a personal reason and the other half is cuz it looks badass. I also have a trench coat that I might wear for the same reason as the pants. What has me hesitating is if I should wear a plain shirt or an MLP shirt. I love MLP because it gives me so much emotional & mental comfort, but being found with it on would be kind of cringe, considering the stigma around bronies... I mean, I won't be around to see the memes made of my death, so I suppose it doesn't matter that much.
 
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enne

enne

blood sport
May 13, 2026
112
i use to always care, before everything got so bad.
i wanted a pretty dress and my signature wings for makeup.
now you can just toss me in the trash.
probably where i'll be found anyway <3
 
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LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
424
Not really, I think ill just wear comfortable clothing
 
ButterflySucideBaby

ButterflySucideBaby

there was a 19 letter username limit. age ➡️
Dec 30, 2025
150
What clothes I'm gunna die in? Some ugly bullshit, no matter what method I choose, or how I physically prepare, my clothes will probably get covered in gross mess (even if just from stress sweat) & in the process of processing my body they'll probably strip me down & put me in some dress they picked out anyways. I'm already going to be killing myself & cause all sorts of trouble, I might as well let them have the fun of playing Barbie Doll with me & having the last say on what I wear. Everybody was sure fond of doing that when I was growing up....

(not to mention, I don't even know what I would like to be buried in if I tried, I lowkey hate myself & by-proxy hate the way I look in everything)
 
overthrone

overthrone

dead girl sympathizer
Nov 18, 2025
105
title. do you care?
personally i don't, im probably dying in a hoodie and some sweatpants. i know some people stress over and plan their appearance before dying.
i either wanna go out in a medieval gown or some cheap ass inflatable costume off amazon
 
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thousandislandstare

Member
Nov 30, 2019
32
I think I used to want to look somewhat presentable. Not like I was on my way to a black tie award ceremony or anything, just wearing a clean set of day clothes and maybe have shoes on as opposed to being in soiled lounging sweats or something. Dignity was important for some reason. I'm not sure if I care at all now.
 
byec560

byec560

Member
May 11, 2026
88
Idk I don't think my bloated and rotting corpse would be pretty either way
 
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NotSoEnchanted

NotSoEnchanted

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Dec 26, 2025
213
My 'death fit' for Monday. I picked it out a couple days ago, and bleach dyed the shirt myself. It won't be the first time I've attempted suicide in my yellow converse, but hopefully it will be the last :) I also plan to do my hair in two spikey buns, with baby braids hanging out in the front alongside my bangs. No makeup aside from light mascara, and I'll put on my favorite perfume.

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a-lien

a-lien

waiting for the space shuttle
Feb 22, 2026
228
jump would be like invisible dark and some layers, for different degrees. xD and no "too loose/too tight" trouser.

and sn I don't know.. All I know: I would also wear converse...because most comfortable.
 
SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Summoning Mahoraga to end things
Nov 26, 2025
1,003
It has to be something fabulous!!!


OK,fine.Something comfortable will do.It doesn't matter much to me. A comfortable death is what matters.
 
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E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
237
I was thinking a nice tailored suit but probably something comfortable, something that doesn't make me sweaty.

But i don't really care about what i look like after passing now.
 
xXiloveyouXx

xXiloveyouXx

muffin man
Jul 27, 2024
120
i wanna wear my favorite military pants
 
Bishop

Bishop

People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
507
Considering you're going to defecate right upon death, why bother worrying or caring what I'm going to wear. Maybe a diaper? 😂
 
Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
7,026
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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
228
I will go in a bit of style, but more comfort.
 
burninghill

burninghill

Specialist
Dec 2, 2025
353
I don't really care. For a while I did plan to die specifically in one of the shirts my parents gave to me which has a big Kurt Cobain graphic on the front. I don't know, I guess I thought it would be kinda funny.

As long as I'm warm, it does really matter.
 
hurts2b-old

hurts2b-old

Wasting my time
Mar 14, 2026
299
It's a strange thought.... dressing nice to commit suicide. Almost sounds ceremonial in a way. I probably won't bother, though.
 
BrainSplatter

BrainSplatter

Experienced
Oct 31, 2025
203
Yeah I've thought about it I'll wear my usual clothes something black, I think more about what song I want to listen to as I'm dying as I think it will make the process more peaceful
 
GoldenTicket

GoldenTicket

Perhaps the real nembutal is the friends we made
May 5, 2026
21
In 2021 I quit my job as I was pretty determined to ctb by throwing myself into the sea to drown, used my last remaining bits of money to buy a £90 coat, I wanted to drown in some style, it never did happen but I still own the coat, it's quiet snazzy. I can't really capture any flattering photos of it hanging so here's the product page for an idea :)
 

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DoomedDarkCircles

Member
Feb 23, 2024
77
I would like to die in a simple, cute white dress. Or a white ruffled shirt with black lolita-like skirt. No heavy makeup. I like to present myself in a edgy, chaotic way, but in death I want to, idk, look pure and pretty
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
202
Would probably get a custom made top with the slogan "Told you I was serious when I said I'd do it". Just so I get a final jab at the MH profs who've rolled their eyes at me & never take anything I say seriously.
 
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RustedandWeathered

RustedandWeathered

For you I'd kill myself again.
May 7, 2026
27
I want to wear my Creed shirt and my ripped jeans when I kill myself. I want to get blood all over my clothes. I fantasize about it all the time
 

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