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Lost Impact

Lost Impact

A Singular Atonement
Oct 31, 2023
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i don't care about clothes because i don't have anything nice anyway, but i at least wanna be pretty before i die. the investigation would probably be thorough and if they're gonna take so many photos of my body, i'd like to not look so busted.
 
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FrustratedMTFtrans

Member
Apr 17, 2026
74
As a trans woman, I have a... difficult relationship with my clothes. My parents are pretty resistant to it (especially me wearing dresses), so back when I was pretty adamant on ctb, it was important to me that I die in a dress. So it would be the last thing my parents would see me in. So they remember me that way...
Also as a MTF transgirl, I want to die in a dress, wearing make-up and perfume, so I will look and feel the female I should have been at birth. I will have missed out on female menstruation, ovulation and pregnancy experiences, but have at least had unprotected sex like a woman with plenty of guys, so I can die happy now having achieved everything possible, aside from reassignment surgery, which I regret not having had as a young teen.
 
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froggirl9000

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Feb 4, 2023
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Yep. I am very particular about my suicide. I have an outfit in mind.
Should be noted that I am a trans woman as well, so this influences things.
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
641
title. do you care?
personally i don't, im probably dying in a hoodie and some sweatpants. i know some people stress over and plan their appearance before dying.
Nah I just need to be warm out here since I'm homeless. It'll definitely look weird but it's whatever
 
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nihacc

nihacc

Member
May 2, 2026
10
I've actually been thinking about this quite a bit. I'm definitely going to wear camo pants, half for a personal reason and the other half is cuz it looks badass. I also have a trench coat that I might wear for the same reason as the pants. What has me hesitating is if I should wear a plain shirt or an MLP shirt. I love MLP because it gives me so much emotional & mental comfort, but being found with it on would be kind of cringe, considering the stigma around bronies... I mean, I won't be around to see the memes made of my death, so I suppose it doesn't matter that much.
 
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enne

enne

blood sport
May 13, 2026
27
i use to always care, before everything got so bad.
i wanted a pretty dress and my signature wings for makeup.
now you can just toss me in the trash.
probably where i'll be found anyway <3
 
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