KatyushaHanging
Katya
- Feb 28, 2023
- 18
After self-harming, I'm in this meladaptive state when I self-harm, I feel high almost? Like everything negative is just melting away for a few seconds before I do it again. It's a high better than any drug gives me. I love it. I like the chemical feelings, I like the blood, everything about it. And then i sink. I sink lower and lower & there's nothing that fucking helps. FUCK.
