Met with a psychiatrist who suggested switching medication. Everytime I titrate and wean meds, I get extremely suicidal and energized/restless. I might be gifted the energy to ctb through that, but I'm still scared to try the medication. If I want to die anyway, why am I worried about side effects from the med?
Existence, survival, and death have a strange relationship with one another. I wish I could make up my mind.
Existence, survival, and death have a strange relationship with one another. I wish I could make up my mind.
