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happysunnydayy

happysunnydayy

if your doing FSH hit me up
Mar 18, 2025
119
Life sucks I mean there's alot of suffering to endure everyday and boredom ofc but death seems nothing to look forward to as well. Just sleeping forever. Which I do pretty much everyday but with the downside of waking up with a racing heart and severe anxiety lol.

I wish there was a 3rd option instead of dying. I don't necessarily want to die but there's no other way to escape this life... Maybe like being born in a world where only you have a superpower like to fly or read minds sounds much cooler to me.. or being born in a really great world. I'm not scared to die especially with full suspension but not excited for it either.
 
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cjt11203

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Apr 2, 2025
21
Death seems just as boring as sleep, which I don't mind at all.
 
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happysunnydayy

happysunnydayy

if your doing FSH hit me up
Mar 18, 2025
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ThatGuyOverThere

ThatGuyOverThere

David Benatar Enjoyer
Apr 25, 2024
189
I mean yeah I suppose, but also, you wont need to worry about boredom, because that something you can only consciously experience, and death by it's very nature is a lack of consciousness.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,332
Life / existence / consciousness is boring but these can also cause extreme suffering .

Death = non-existence forever. you can't be bored nor suffer if you don't exist. you won't know you're dead. you won't exist for all time so all memories of this universe are gone.

the universe and you exist only as models that your brain creates . once that brain dies those models can never be generated again . so it's as if the universe , you , everything is destroyed and never existed once your brain dies and those models get destroyed.

after i die i won't remember i even lived , nor that the universe existed. in 150 years it will be as if i never existed at all.

the best part of eternal non-existence is that you can never suffer so badly that it's a trillion times worse than can be imagined. but while living you can

the good part of non-existence forever is that all the bad memories are wiped as if they never happened. and that i can't ever suffer extremely nor even suffer at all nor feel pain ever, never bored .

a human is just cells, a brain, chemical reactions a bug. the same brain that is in a mouse , crow, lizard is in me . i'm just a bug.




after all conscious beings die out and they will as the universe continues to expand and stars die out , even protons will decay... there will be no one to observe the universe the suffering the extreme torture will finally stop
 
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Degen

Degen

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Aug 28, 2021
59
For me that's peace so I'll take it
 
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hikijune

hikijune

New Member
Feb 18, 2025
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i think i'd really like to exist as a ghost. like minecraft spectator mode or something, i'd watch, but i wouldnt need to do something. thats how i live rn too, but being invisible and inconsequential would also be fun.
 
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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

Wreck & Rule
Aug 5, 2024
305
Absolutely. I'd love to reincarnate into a better, "perfect" version of this world but I know that's just not happening.
 
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getoutgirl

getoutgirl

got out the site <3
Mar 17, 2025
558
I think a 3rd option that is real is to live a happy life. Crazy, but posible. Somehow. To make the jail suddenly fun and comfy, worth staying in. There are people out there that are doing exactly that. Just people who are happy most times and glad to be here, just prancing around, peoplin' , the bastards.

Living life in suffering, like most of us do here, requires endurance and consumes you. Dying is indeed pretty boring, sucks for others and requires a weird sort of mean bravery to it that is hardly compensated. Living and actually enjoying it is way harder than the two. Waaaaay more. Sometimes posible. If I knew how I'd spill it. I can't ask that of anyone either because I know how hard it is in our state to muster even the minimum energy. But I'll remind people here and there. Maybe it helps, maybe not. Flying would be cool tho.
Take care <3
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

In somewhere else
Feb 28, 2023
1,553
Absolutely. I'd love to reincarnate into a better, "perfect" version of this world but I know that's just not happening.
You never know, anything can happen after you die. Personally I understand wanting to live in a fantasy world.
 
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happysunnydayy

happysunnydayy

if your doing FSH hit me up
Mar 18, 2025
119
Same
i think i'd really like to exist as a ghost. like minecraft spectator mode or something, i'd watch, but i wouldnt need to do something. thats how i live rn too, but being invisible and inconsequential would also be fun.
 
22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
419
Death sounds like a breath of peace... ill finally be able to sleep and catch up on the last 30 years of nightmares broken sleep or using alcohol and meds to try and get a couple of hours at least and then put in the brave face at work or to who ever i was attempting to have and hold on too a relationship with...
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,112
Think of it like a magic trick... now you exist, then you don't. No more consciousness, no more feelings or emotions, complete nothingness; just silence, calm, and eternal emptiness. I don't believe in any transcendent soul or spirit. Then all that remains is an inert body that will disintegrate forever. Perhaps worms and bacteria will have fun with it.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
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Life sucks I mean there's alot of suffering to endure everyday and boredom ofc but death seems nothing to look forward to as well. Just sleeping forever. Which I do pretty much everyday but with the downside of waking up with a racing heart and severe anxiety lol.

I wish there was a 3rd option instead of dying. I don't necessarily want to die but there's no other way to escape this life... Maybe like being born in a world where only you have a superpower like to fly or read minds sounds much cooler to me.. or being born in a really great world. I'm not scared to die especially with full suspension but not excited for it either.
Its not like sleeping, there are no dreams, its like anesthesia
 

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