I'm 27 years old and for almost 10 years as soon as I became adult I've been trying hard to make a living. I finished college, couldn't apply for most of the jobs due to my physical and mental health issues and eventually I got a job which was horrible for my mental health and it was imposed on me by my parents. I had to quit this job after one year with even a worse mental condition than I had before.
I've done everything else I could have done. I began trading crypto but it didn't end well either. I went for freelancing jobs online but I couldn't get even a single project after weeks. no matter what examples I uploaded and what skills I tried to build.
I can't have a job. I can't even not have a job. either of these means I'm dead due to hunger or homellessnes or something else.
my parents are old and poor they can't support me in any way. not only they don't support me but they make things worse for me. they were the reasons that I'm in this horrible conditions anyways. I don't have anyone in this world to help me.
All I have in my mind is either ending up in a homeless shelter and live there for the rest of my life or just act quicker and end my pathetic life with my own hands.
I've done everything else I could have done. I began trading crypto but it didn't end well either. I went for freelancing jobs online but I couldn't get even a single project after weeks. no matter what examples I uploaded and what skills I tried to build.
I can't have a job. I can't even not have a job. either of these means I'm dead due to hunger or homellessnes or something else.
my parents are old and poor they can't support me in any way. not only they don't support me but they make things worse for me. they were the reasons that I'm in this horrible conditions anyways. I don't have anyone in this world to help me.
All I have in my mind is either ending up in a homeless shelter and live there for the rest of my life or just act quicker and end my pathetic life with my own hands.
