Mara09
Tired
- Feb 6, 2021
- 41
I kind of feel like my only options at this point are this or hanging. Customs here are really strict so N and SN would be a huge risk.
But even just getting and preparing a rope for hanging sounds like too much of a pain (especially since I live with my family), not to mention considering the various types of hanging and iirc think you should also consider your weight. I'd also have to find a place somewhere outside since I don't want my family to find my body.
I know, sounds pathetic but I'm too stupid and tired for complicated stuff.
Sometimes I feel like it would be the easiest to just slice open my neck. Would that work if I hit my artery? I've seen pictures before of a successful suicide attempt with a slit throat. Does anyone have tips? I've tried looking for some stuff on the internet but as always it's a pain having to go through 100 "don't do it blah blah" posts.
But even just getting and preparing a rope for hanging sounds like too much of a pain (especially since I live with my family), not to mention considering the various types of hanging and iirc think you should also consider your weight. I'd also have to find a place somewhere outside since I don't want my family to find my body.
I know, sounds pathetic but I'm too stupid and tired for complicated stuff.
Sometimes I feel like it would be the easiest to just slice open my neck. Would that work if I hit my artery? I've seen pictures before of a successful suicide attempt with a slit throat. Does anyone have tips? I've tried looking for some stuff on the internet but as always it's a pain having to go through 100 "don't do it blah blah" posts.
