CTBing by Full Suspension Today

[lilurki]

I've been on and off this forum since last year, I have made attempts before but not with the amount of planning and calmness as this attempt will have. I did try to get better, but things got worse again and I've been without electricity for almost a day now in my apartment and the last bit of money was immediately taken out of my account as soon as it was deposited for an unrelated bill. I've been unable to keep stable unemployment, my application for disability in this state of America is never getting approved, and I can't seem to keep a friend to save my life. I'm grateful to how kind most of you are and that there are resources to help people attempt successfully, I've had too many failed attempts that now with the research I've done had no chance of succeeding. Thank God for there being an amazing anchor point in my apartment.

 

[judestfrancis]

rest well. i hope you find the solace youre looking for. the world is a bitch, and you deserve better treatment than it gives. America especially hates its people more than anything. youre always welcome back if you cant go through

 

[Kokonoe]

I hope you can pass peacefully, and I'm sorry life treated you so roughly.

 

[darksouls]

peace and love to you, my friend

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.